Today has been a totally tiring day for me, I was up till about 4.00 AM cos busy sponging my grandma to bring her body temparature down and also cos I had trouble sleeping. I woke up 3 hours later cos I was also kinda sick as I had running nose. About 8.30 AM, my mum, my brother and I went to Pantai Medical Centre to send my grandma there. She was warded at about 9.45 AM I think. After check up and all, we left for lunch and met up with my dad at Shakey's. My uncle came to meet us at the hospital earlier so he asked us to eat while he stayed there. I have no idea why Thye Shin, Fritz, Fumi and Nox said that Shakey's was not nice. I had an enjoyable lunch there and Apple Cranberry drink is niiiiiceeee....

After lunch my brother and I headed back to the hospital to relief my uncle whereby he went back around 1.00 PM. My mum followed my dad home cos she hardly had any sleep yesterday. Just before 2.00 Pm, my aunt and her husband came to visit and they waited till the doctor arrived. Called my mum and she arrived shortly. Basically my grandma was having ulcers in her whole mouth....lip, inner lip and even her whole tongue. And she was hot all over cos she has fever but she said she's cold and is constantly shaking. Furthermore, cos of the heat, her whole body was swelling and she was as red as a tomato. What more, some of her skin started peeling as well and it's so pitiful to see her in so much pain. The doctor wanted to check her throat so he used the thin stick kinda thing to push her tongue down and she was trying to push his hand away. I can just feel the pain. Imagine lah your whole tongue is filled with ulcers (yeah, her tongue is basically white in colour) and then you get a stick pushing down your tongue...which means pushing down ON THE ULCERS. *shudders*

Anyways, I was there till about 3 something cos my granduncle came to visit also. We left shortly after they (granduncle, grandaunty, uncle, uncle's wife & uncle's wife's father) came cos we (my brother and I) really cannot tahan already. We even took a short (really short....about 1 to 2 minutes) nap when we were jaga-ing there. I did not mind a bit sitting on the floor, leaning against the wall and sleeping there. Too tired and sleepy. Oh, that kinda reminded me of how Kenshin sleeps. ^_^

Now my mum's there staying overnight and I hope my grandma will get better come tomorrow. She did look a little better compared to yesterday when she was at my house. So, hope tomorrow she recovers even more.

Oh yeah....we went to celebrate Gek Suan's birthday with Jin Yew today also at Kota Laksama but we were not there for long. bout 1 hour plus only. Her birthday cake reminded me why I did not like cheese cake that much.... too much and one will get really 'jelak' from it. But I love the base (the cookie/biscuit part). *hint* *hint* (Ne, How Zan....when wanna make some more leh? ^_^)

I'm in a very depressing state right now thus I will not be able to post all the things I wanna post about Chinese New Year, about some thoughts and about what's been going on for quite some time. Perhaps my blog will hardly be updated for about a week or so....depends. My Lego-Taggie will still be active cos I'll be checking occassionally. Just don't think I'll have time to post stuff cos I've been damn hell of a bloody busy right now.

Well, I'm so depressed seeing my grandma sick and being so weak and I've been helping her out and rushing her to the clinic for check ups and all. She's not been eating well and she can hardly move now cos of her lack in energy. And it pains me so much to see her so helpless and makes me wanna cry. All this and I got a mid term coming soon. Don't feel like studying cos I'd rather spend time with her and make her feel as comfortable as ever.

Depression is a very very painful experience and this is like.....one of the few times I'm feeling it. So those who see me and I don't look my happy self, do forgive me. Ugggguuuu.....I want someone to whine to and have a shoulder to cry on. *sniff* *sniff*

Supposed to blog last night but I stayed at my grandma's house to take care of her. Supposed to postpone to tonight but I got so much things to do. So, hope tomorrow I got time, ya? ^_^

Took some quizzies from Otter's blog:

My inner child is six years old!

Look what I can do! I can walk, I can run, I can
read! I like to do stuff, and there's a whole
big world out there to do it in. Just so long
as I can take my blankie and my Mommy and my
three best friends with me, of course.


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Close enough...I always thought I was a 5 year old at heart. ^_^



you are the "you suck, and that's sad"
happy bunny. your truthful, but can be a bit
brutal.


which happy bunny are you?
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This is soooo sad. I suck...damn.

Happy Belated Birthday to Thye Shin!!!! Well, sorry cos I wished you here so late (I did call mah) cos I did not have time to blog or the flair to write so....sorry lah ye.

Anyways, it's like 2 more days to Chinese New Year and I've not finished clearing my room. Well, my cdrs are pilling up and the box used to store them is no longer enough to keep all of em. Kekeke...and the worst thing is, I've run out of my Matsu XP Gold cdrs and that's like the worst thing than can happen now. I've gotten so many cds from Shu Yin and I wanna burn them so I can return all of them but.....my brother did not go to Low Yat to get the cdrs from me. Wonder when will I be able to get those cdrs. Damn damn damn damn damn. Anyone going to Low Yat the next few days? ^_^ I think I'm going to buy 200 pcs at least so I don't have to worry so much anymore. Speaking of cdrs....Shu Yin, forgot to pass to you the cdrs you wanted leh. How? When you want?

Oh ya....I forgot to mention something interesting that happen when I was cleaning the living room (washing actually) with my dad. Before we washed, we shifted all the furniture out of the hall and then my dad proceeded to clear some cobwebs. He told me that he'll call me when it was time to wash the floor so I went online for a while. My mum then shouted for me to get my @$$ into the living room so I did, and asked if there was anything I could do. She said, "Just hang around here in case papa wants you to do something." So I just stood there. Then my dad told me he'll call me when he needed me so I left to continue surfing. Then the scream of lecture started.... My mum was extremely angry at me cos I 'left my post' and she called me a lazy bum only know how to stare at the pc and everything else. Then I was so touched that my dad stood up for me. He told her that he asked me to go in first cos he got nothing to ask me to do. And he said for what ask me to hang around there do nothing? Uwwwaaaahhhh......soooo terharu...my dad protected me and I love him soooooo much. *muacks*

And then I was happy all along whenever I'm washing with my dad and shifting furnitures and all. Did not mind how many times he called me to help out. Of course in between, I get the normal lectures from her. Some people just don't know the proper way to ask someone to help out. She thinks I know everything I'm supposed to do without even telling me. Yeah, basic things I know but how should I know if she wants me to help her wash the wastepaper baskets and all?

Anyway, the most interesting part would be when I was surfing here and I heard my mum talking to my neighbour. (This room is the back room and my mum chats with my neighbour at the backyard....always can hear their gossips cos they're soooo loud sometimes ~ not that I choose to hear or anything) And thy were talking casually (did not bother to know what they were talking about anyways...until I head this phrase "Washing the floor....aiyoh...so tired." There and then, the words in my mind was... "Uhhh...which part of the floor did you wash?" Kekeke.... *evil* Unless she meant the kitchen floor which I swore I did not see it being wash cos I passed a few times and it was not wet. But let bygones be bygones....do not really keep this all to heart but seems interesting enough to post. Kekeke...

And yesterday's meeting was quite fun I'd say. It was damn bloody cold but I think that us discussing there in the end with all the teasing (biasa lah the subject of teasing was me) and all was extremely fun. All this pasal Lai Ching lah. Cis....always tease me one. I pai sei one you know? Went for yam cha after that with lots and lots of mosquito. Damn itchy man. Kekeke....

Oh....happy holidays to those who have gone back and Happy Chinese New Year to everyone!!!! I forgot to show Tidus the 'special' thing I wanna show leh....aiseh....never remind me.....

Quote of the day: Patience is virtue.

Uuwaaaahhh.....I'm sooooo tired. Been cleaning the house since morning. Dad forgot to wake me up this morning also but luckily Kok Ee called me so I can wake up in time to send him to the bus station. Happy Holidays Kok Ee!!! Upon reaching home, I started helping my dad carry all the furniture out of the house cos we were going to wash the floor of the living room. And if that was not enough to make me tired, my mum asked me to clean a rack in the toilet so there I was scrubbing away. After that, there was still no rest for me. Helped my mum bake some short breads and after that, I myself made some biscuits. Well, can't really call them biscuits...they're cornflake biscuits lah. Easy. ^^

It does not help that I did not have a good night's sleep so my outing with Ee Lin to Mahkota Parade is postponed till tomorrow after class. And now I'm clearing my whole wardrobe and rearranging all my clothes so the amount 'tiredness' in my body is building up. Hope I can still concentrate tonight when doing the assignment project with Ee Lin.

And worst thing is, I got some more classes tomorrow!!! Kyaaaa..... but it's Business Law so I don't really mind cos Mdm Flora is absolutely wonderful and I know I won't fall asleep. ^^

Yo....finally I'm back from outing. Kekek...well, not really an outing but just to pay off old debts. We went to Carry On for dinner and it's a surprise how much Ee Lin and Keng Min can eat....dispite their size. I think they ate the most among all of us there. Then we went to Cahaya Dinar to yam cha with Kok Ee one last time before he heads back to Bukit Mertajam.

Anyways, the 'thing' I wanted to post was about my hair. Yes, my most treasured (konon lah) possession. I kinda gave it the chops but no one noticed. :( Those people who sit beside me everyday did not notice, my family at home who see me everyday don't notice and basically everyone else did not notice. Lai Ching (who is not same class with me and who I do not see everyday) noticed though but that was expected cos she always notices when I cut my hair...even if it is the slightest. Second person to notice (without me telling or giving hints of course) is a classmate of mine. It was a surprised that Yun Ling can suddenly ask me whether I cut my hair or not since I'm not that close to her....can't believe she noticed. Ureshi ^_^. Third and last person to notice was my grandma when I went for prayers this afternoon. Upon arrival at my uncle's house and the minute she saw me, she asked me, "Dah kacit rambut eh?" Man, I love her so much. She's the only one giving me all these support not to cut my hair, to keep it longer so I look more lady like and that long hair suits my face. She even asked me to style my hair into a bun, tie them in plaits and lots more. Too bad she don't know how to do them else I'd get her to tie my hair in different style everytime I stay with her. Kekeke....

Planning to stay with her soon so I can finish my Edea costume....unless I fork out some money to get myself a cheap electrical sewing machine. Plan to make an Ino costume as well for hecks....I might even go up to KL to meet some people for a Naruto gathering...so I was thinking..why not? :D Though they wanted me to cosplay as Sasuke too (which I was considering cos I've already cut my hair). Also want to make Anko's costume and might be doing Hinata's sensei's costume too. So I'll have 4 Naruto costumes....plan to do Sakura but that I'll need to send to a tailor (which means my mum will know).

And it's 3 more days till my official holidays. Yay!!!

Quote of the day: To love is to risk reject.

Yesssssss....I'm done with my mid terms. Yay!!! But sadly I got a discussion to go to a while more so I'm going to postpone the typing of 'something' for later. Tonight going out to celebrate (kind of lah) and pay off all my debts at Carry On for steamboat. Yay!!! Sad to see friends leaving off for one whole week...but nice for them to be back with their family. Wishing everyone Happy Chinese New Year!!!! Kita sambut sama-sama. :D

Quote of the day: God helps those who help themselves.

Hmmm...today was not a good day for me....not till about 10.30 P.M. that is. Well, first I had my Taxation I mid term test today and the questions were directly from the textbook with a little changes here and there. Ironic part was I only managed to finish reading the examples (yes, the questions came with answers!!!) of 1 1/2 questions so I was able to answer only 1 1/2 questions confidently. Sigh.....

And then there is the replacement class which was extremely boring at night and I have no idea what he was talking about. Was there busy drawing costumes of possible future cosplays. :D Truthfully, I think I only managed to pay attention to 3 out of 42 slides. O.O!!! I'm going to flop this paper. :(

And after the class, we went out to yam cha and it did not really bode well for me after receiving an sms from Ee Lin. Did not really bother but it brought back extremely painful memories....memories where I want to leave it locked at the bottom of the abyss of my mind till the end of time till it's lost forever. Aih....

But then later about 10.30, everything came in place and I had one of the best yam chas this year. Well, this is the first time Thye Shin joined us (myself, Alisa, Huwi Yin, Kok Ee, Diana, Ee Lin & Ah Wei) for yam cha so it was a little different. Kok Ee actually joined us later (hmmm....was it because he really just happened to pass by or was it cos of my sms?) but it was the presence, not the time of arrival that mattered. We stayed till about 12 A.M. cos there was smoke everywhere (hate those smokers and the wind to blow in specific directions....towards us) and it was getting late. (Diana can't be out too late and Thye Shin needed 30 minutes to reach home)

Well, upon reaching home, bad luck struck again. Well, I was in the toilet and my handphone dropped when I took of my pants (stop imagining anything you perverts) and it fell so hard on the floor, I'm sure it's going to go off. Miraculously, it did not. It was still working fine except the cover was badly dislocated. Had to just push it back in place and voila. Was really surprised about it not 'dying'....really. Bu unfortunately, I found out that the handphone chain (those cute stuff you hang on your phone) that my cousin gave me was spoiled. Well, it was those plastic clear cube where there is a pattern in the centre of it....and it kinda broke due to the impact of the fall, thus my handphone is now cubeless.

Getting late and I can hardly open my eyes anymore....sleepy....zzzzzzz....

Quote of the day: It's not about winning. It's to fight or not to fight.

There's a totally 'smart' girl in my class who keeps on complaining about certain things but never takes any initiative to help out or anything. Talk so much, why don't you do it? And always blaming people for not informing her about stuff but actually they informed it...it's just that she's not been perceptive enough to listen and compute the information into knowledge. And what more, she's quite the perasan case cos she accused people of pinning at her when they hardly know her. Soooo....cacated. *rolls eyes*

Very bored lah....can't focus to study and my test is at 3.00 PM tomorrow, right after my tutorial some more. Brain won't have any rest for sure. (Thye Shin: Different time lah....cannot yam cha :p but if want also I dun mind...call me) I'm so longing for Saturday to be over so I'm free of mid terms....at least for a week. :D Saturday's mid term is not a good time cos I'm supposed to have prayers then. Supposed to pray for my grandfather and now I can't make it. Well, it depends on how fast they collect the paper and how fast I drive to my uncle's place. I got like 20 minutes to get there in time...else I'd missed it. :(

To each and everyone out there, do cherish your grandparents especially and care for them much, ok? (Same implies to anyone else you're close to) You might regret it if you don't show them how much they mean to you now. And if you got something on your mind you wanna say, better do it fast or else you'll regret it for the rest of your life.

These ramblings always happen when I've got a test coming....hmmm....

I fell today....uugggguuuu..... Walking towards hostel and I fell. Lucky it's not those kinda fall where you land flat on your face or forward to your knees. It's those you just fall and sit down. Hahahaa....well, there was a slope if you're walking from CLC towards the hostel mini mart, right? Well, although it's not wet, I have no idea why the walkaway was so slippery. I slipped nicely, and gracefully fell (sat) down. It was actually kinda graceful if I might say so myself. The sad thing was, there were a couple of girls walking near there and they might have seen. No....... :( Well, what happened happened....perhaps this was why I seldom walk on the walkaway but normally on the grass beside the walkaway. Hmmm.....grass is friendler....nature is friendlier than man made stuff.

I got a test tomorrow and I'm stuck here still not done studying. Argh.... I did read a few pages of my textbook when I sent my grandma to a specialist for check up though. At least there is some improvement. Phew.... And what more, results came to my doorstep today. Guess this is a sign for me to study harder (my last sem's results suck to the max) cos I've not been keeping the promise I made to myself to stardee harder this sem.

Study yo~ All the best to everyone who is taking mid terms within the next few days. (To all those who read of course :p)

So now I will post the other 2 things I'm supposed to post about. Now that I think about it....it should have been 3 more but I only have reminders to 2 more posts....so what the heck.

Well, I went for the Japanese Cultural Night last Sunday and it was brilliant. Well, imagine seeing a 72 year old lady dancing a hot dance. The performances were great but I quite dislike the sketch cos it was poorly organised and the people were talking behind the scenes with their microphones ON!! You hear all sorts of funny instructions (mostly in Mandarin) from the speakers.

Though a slack part was when the JLS members did not properly organise the after event matters and they did not have enough cars to send the Japanese people to their hotel. And thus, since I stayed back to chat with Jin, and Della was there, she asked for this favour. It was almost 11.30 and going back and forth to Jonker Street would mean 1 hour spent which means I'll be reaching home quite late. Though I was still thinking whether to decline or not, they looked so pitiful there so I said what the heck...and sent them to the hotel. The best thing was, there was no word of gratitude to a total stranger who is not a JLS commitee, not a working committee for the Japanese Cultural Week and am merely a JLS member cos I was taking the Japanese Language Proficiency Test (JLPT) under the society. Well, I don't mind that much but... that's gratitude for ya.

Today I was involved with EMiNA's booth today so I wore a yukata and attended the opening ceremony. And in preparation last night for the booth, the emcee on the Japanese Cultural Night was rather big headed (so what if you're taking level 2 and can speak Japanese quite well and went to Japan before?) and sounded bossy. Heck, he was particularly pleading the night before when he knew I had a car. Damn idiotic in my opinion. Still, the day went on. And what do you know, me, not being a working committee for this event at all, am asked to do this, to do that, etc. I was asked to give out flyers to promote the exhibition, asked to skip class to attend the opening ceremony...and it crossed the line when I was asked to stay in the main hall overnight to take care of the Japanese stuffs there. What th.... where are all the working committees? I'm only there to make sure my booth is ok and to make sure my costumes (we displayed cosplay outfits) are still there. I think they were asking too much and Huwi Yin agreed also. Enough is enough, I'm not helping anymore tomorrow (should be today actually since it's after 12 am). Instead I'll just be looking and seeing a little and then hopping to the library to study instead. I don't bother anymore.

The other thing to note is not a big issue. It's just a small matter about my incident with a durian. Kekeke...well, I love durians when they're all mushy and soft and sour. Well, the one I had the other dayb was not so mushy, a little soft and sour. But the sour is a different kind of sour. It's more like that sour taste where it's going to turn bad real soon. I ate 2 and that was it. =) Don't want to risk having an unplesant night.

As for EMiNA members, good news. You may finally collect your EMiNA membership card starting from the week after the Chinese New Year break. :D

Today has been such a tiring day for me and it made my head spin also. I think it's cos of the heat. It's so bloody hot nowadays in Melaka. Urgh.... Will you guys start planting more plants in your houses? And use less air cond during the nights. And stop open burning. The heat is really killing me (I'm not sweaty or anything but my head hurts) and what more, I was wearing a yukata just now. Not that hot actually cos I was in an air-conditioned room but if I were to be like that in the sun, I think I would have fainted.

Met a lot of people when I was wearing the yukata and it was a little embarassing but fun also. Kekekeke....I think the first person to spot me with my yukata (not including those in my class ~ yeah, I wore that to class also ~ and not including those in the main hall during the event) would be Thye Shin. Too bad I was talking to Lawrence else I would have ran away. :p Saw How Zan but I don't think he saw me. Kekeke...good also. Or not kena kutuk some more. And I went to eat lunch with Huwi Yin at Plaza Siswa in the yukata also. Kekeke...should have seen the looks on 3 of my classmates' faces. They did not see me in class cos I was sitting at the back. :p

And for the first time in my history, I've skipped 2 classes in one day and they're both tutorials. Feeling a little bad but I cannot tahan already. This time....give exemption. Kekeke... will blog more about the other events I mentioned last night that I was going to blog later. :)

OK. There are actually a few things to blog right now but since I'm short on time, I'll blog one by one and not all at once, ok? Anyways, Sunday was the day I went for prayers at my granduncle's house and on the road, I spotted a guy who looks exactly like How Zan. No kidding. And of course it was not him lah but there was quite the same resemblance....hmm...perhaps not the hairstyle anymore since How Zan changed his kakkoi hairstyle into a softer look hairstyle. By softer I mean it looks soft and not that wussy soft meaning. :p

And I had a small lecture from my mum when we got back about how is she going to trust me to be home alone when I forget to lock the door when I come out of the house. Kyyyaaa....that was like only my second time forgeting and it was because as I was closing the door, she asked me to do something, resulting in me forgeting my original action. Anyways, what she said made me hurt and it made me feel like she did not even trust me one bit, after all those years I'm living. :( So sad.

Will post more tomorrow. Tonight wanna sleep already. :)

BLUE You give your love and friendship unconditionaly. You enjoy long, thoughtful conversations rich in philosophy and spirituality. You are very loyal and intuitive. Find out your color at Quiz Me!

Violence isn't the answer to everything. But it
seems like a good idea to you. You have a shit
list, it's alphabetical, and you're currently
at "H". People don't mess with you.


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Am I so bad? *cries in corner*

Quote of the day (dedicated to Ee Lin): Do not look down upon yourself before others look down on you.

I did a test kinda thing and the results were what type of person you are. I got this:

You love caring for others and it is the reason why you are a big sister/brother in people's eyes. People will find it interesting and comfortable talking to you and this enables you to gain trust from them. This usually gives good impression to those of the opposite sex who are sentimental and younger than you.

Seems a little right actually. Hehehe...sometimes these tests really amaze me.

So yesterday's Internal Accounting Quiz was over and our lives were back to normal. Well, not exactly cos I'm still pretty mad about Ee Lin cos she's being such a .....(dunno what word to insert here).... She's like one of the few people I know who has the lowest self-esteem and self-confidence. Feel like slapping her to wake her up or strangle her. She kept saying that she's this, she's that, that Kenneth must have blamed her for not winning, that she knew the answer but was in doubt whether it was correct or not so she did not press the buzzer. Argh!!!!! Can die you know. And I doubt that any amount of lecture would change her. She has to learn to believe in herself more. And I mean this for everyone reading this. Your mind is the only this stopping you from achieveng something. If you say you can, and you do it, there is no reason why you won't succeed. I've always lived by this rule and it does work...I mean it. No matter what physical state you're in, if your mental state says you're capable of doing something, you will. Why not give it a try? You'll be amazed.

And I was shocked today to receive a Friendster testimonial from How Zan. Well, totally did not expect to get one actually so I was kinda shocked to read an e-mail from Friendster stating I got a testimonial from him. :p Should have seen how my eyes buldge in a state of disbelief. Kekeke... Thank you, thank you....though totally unexpected.

Just as an advertisement, EMiNA will be holding a cosplay competition in MMU tentatively on the 21st of February this year. Those who are interested to cosplay, you got a whole month to prepare so don't give me excuses that you can't get it done in time. Otter, you know you're supposed to cosplay then cos your costume was not ready for the previous one. :D I stongly encourage everyone to cosplay and make this event big!!! Yay!!

The Dream...part 2

Well, I went back to sleep and the story somehow continued...though I'm not sure whether it's my imagination (I have great imagination) or it's really a dream. Anyhow, part is not clear cos I was not bothered to remember it (I was going to be late for class) but the continuation was something like me kicking the bad guy and the 3 of us overpowered him and he fled. Before I woke up, I could only remember him appearing again (somehow the 'battlescene' looks a little like Ee Lin's front porch ~ looks like I have to stop visiting her too often :p ) and that was it. Hehehe....

Back to normal blogging....

Only yesterday did I find out that "Morning has Broken", a song by Cat Stevens is such a meaningful song. Speaking of songs, I am soooo outdated of new English songs coming out cos I'm just not into the songs nowadays. I was a song freak a few years back and when the genre of songs started going somewhere out of my listening range, I just stopped downloading much songs and paid no attention to the charts and awards.

There is the Internal Accounting Quiz tonight which I have to kinda prepare a while more but I'm free for the time being. For those who would like to come see, it's at Theatre 1 (FOSEE Block ground floor) at 8.00 PM. Late comers will be asked to enter from the back door. Ee Lin made it into the finals (hahaha....if only you guys can see her expression when her name was called as the top 9) and I'm the question reader. Pray I don't make a blunder out of myself by reading the words wrongly or such. Uuuuggguuuu..... Results will be posted up tomorrow most likely or tonight (if I do not go out to yam cha :p).

Me got a scary dream again today and was woken up at the very peak of it. Well, I'll just tell you where the peak was. We (there were a few of us) were trying to locate from where the bad guy was coming out from (the bad guy was on the roof and we are cautious to where he will drop from) and I was kinda protecting this girl so I did a stupid thing. I purposely let myself to be seen by the bad guy (he was flashing a torchlight around but I have no idea why) and when he did shine on me, he said, "I see you". I simply replied, "I see you too". (psst....I have no idea how I can see his face when he's shining directly at me....weird laws of physics...:p oh...and the bad guys looks a bit like the sound ninja guy from Naruto T_T ) Then he jumps down (I only saw a shadow...perhaps cos I was blinded by the light earlier) and all I did was run from the spot, pushing the girl along with me and shouted, "He's here" so that the other 2 (the girl's bro and the father) knew where he was. There was a motorbike and a car beside each other, giving little space for 2 people to pass to I pushed the girl through the space and fell down in between the two vehicles. As I was about to go into battle with the bad guy (I can still kick or something), my dad woke me up. Argghhh.....this happened again.

Just a pic to make things clear...



...to be continued

Water Goddess. You like peace and serenity and are
usually content with life.


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I've always wanted to be able to control water and be close to it. :D Yay! How I wish I got the powers like Fathom (western comic).

Second try is nice also...


Goddess of the Moon. Beauty, yet a sadness lurks
about you at times. But hey, pain is beauty,
right?


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Quite true cos I love the stars and moon at night...

Today's a frustrating day. Well, it's a frustrating night actually cos the day was pretty much ok. And they were having the EEP carnival thingie today and I got to eat the taiwanese sausage thing (which I still think the one they brought in campus and sold is chicken and not pork) and it costs the same. :D So, why was it a frustrating night? Well, I had a quiz just now so I was busy studying and all....and the quiz was miraculously quite easy though a little tricky. And then we proceeded to the internal accounting quiz for the selection of those who will represent MMU to participate in the Inter Varsity Accounting Quiz (IVAQ). So there I was doing it, hantam-ing those which I totally have no clue of but I was not really going to just throw in the towel (though I don't really wanna represent MMU for the competition). At least I can say I tried my best, right? Instead of just taking it like it does not mean anything and just taking it sambil lewa. But I made a point to try my best for each question which involves calculation. So there I was, left with one question, and about 45 minutes to go. Spent about 15 minutes trying to come up with the answer but I still could not get it. And then I thought I should tikam it and tikam it with a little bit of intelligence. And so I did and submitted my paper. And since those marking are my friends (yes, they were marking it there and then), I asked for the answer for that question. And I got wrong. I did not mind though. But when we went into the lift and reached ground floor, something hit me. I told my friend I'll be back in 2 minutes, rushed up, asked to see that question and took out my calculator. And there it was....the answer staring at me directly. How could I be such an idiot. :( I know that there are no marks for doing this internal quiz but the fact that I spent 15 minutes on it when I could have gotten the answer a lot easier if I had looked at it in another perspective. Quite certain I will not sleep well tonight. *cries*

Quote of the day: Forgiveness is giving up our right to be right.

Damn Traxx for showing me a picture so beautiful, I think I have fallen into a deep trance just by looking at it. Arghh.....kyyyaaa..... *drools* And I've not started studying for my quiz tomorrow either cos I was so busy the whole day (before I can come online to chat and post this) cleaning my whole house, clearing the cupboards, arranging the stuffs, etc. Damn tiring and energy draining. I don't think my mum knows that I have a quiz tomorrow cos everytime she asked me what I was doing and I said I'm reading my notes, she'll just ask me to do some housework. And I did mention I'm having a quiz on Monday but she kept me busy ironing clothes which can't fit my cupboard anymore. Tonight is the only time for me to study. Damn....again I start studying on the night before the test. Looks like I won't be able to keep up this new year resolution for long. Grrr.....

Mou.....did not manage to study for Monday's quiz cos my mum was keeping me indoors cleaning the house. Hmmm...perhaps this was the reason she did not allow me to go to KL with my friends today. Spent my whole evening cleaning my room and cupboards (morning I was busy surfing the net) while I chat a little at the same time. So tiring and was so relaxed when I took a shower. Though.....no matter how refreshing it can be to the body when you're in the shower, there's not one certain thing that can keep your mind and emotion refreshed. Perhaps they should invent some sort of inner cleansing thingie. Hehehehe....I'm crapping here today cos I'm dead bored and dead tired. Good news is, Detective Academy Q manga volume 5 is out and I'm going to get it soon. Yay!!! Anyone know a specific site for me to find total episodes for specific anime titles? Search engine don't seem to work good. ;)

Wanna release tension....wanna complain....complain, complain, complain.... I'm crazy as you know it. Hahahaha....oh, oh.... and I found a picture just now when cleaning my room which I might....might.... paste it in my room for motivation. Nyehahaa..... *throws Tension clow card in the air* "RELEASE"!~

I've been coming back home late at nights for so many nights and I doubt my mum is actually all pleased with it. Though....it seems like I just can't help it. I mean it's not like I'm in town till the wee hours of the morning. Usually I'm just here in Bukit Beruang lepaking (yam cha lah tu) or at Ee Lin's house talking but she does not know that and I don't want her to be worried that I'm off with strangers and flirting with my boyfriend. Hope the image in her head is not that bad. *worries*

I got a quiz like....this Monday and I've yet to study. Argh....I'm breaking my promise to myself to start studying for quizzes, mid terms and finals at least a week before the day. Hmmm.....this does not bode well for now. Will start today after I wake up for sure....and will berusaha dengan gigih!!! Yeah...motivation and determination is a must. Ganbatte!!!

It's 2004 already and what a great 2003 it has been. Well, not all that great but it was great none the less. Hey, they say take the good and throw away the bad, right? Did not manage to keep my new year's resolution though. Well, kept 2 of 3 and that's good enough for me I guess. :D

And how did I celebrate new year? Well, we went to Bamboo Hut to countdown and it was fun. We had those spray thingies which Diana fired into my left eye and I was so hoping I would not get blind or something cos of that. Or that my contacts will fall off when I take the stringie thing out of my eye. :p I was donning on this Legolas kinda hairstyle (at least Alisa thought so) and was dressed up kinda nicely then. Hahahaa....hope I did not overdress for the occassion since Huwi Yin, Diana, Alisa, Amelia and Timothy were just wearing normal t-shirt and jeans. And 1st January was also Amelia's birthday so we counted down 2 for 2 things that day.

I was having a dream....rather a scary one yesterday but was awoken at the very peek of the 'story'. I'll just write a summary on it. It was something about a cobra and it was attacking me....I only had a piece of paper to defend myself. The weird thing was that I did not choose to run from it, instead stood my ground (well, not really at a spot but I did not flee from it) and used the piece of paper to the fullest. I folded the paper into a cone shape (to trap the snake) and as I managed to get part of his body pinned down, it was wiggling, trying to get out. And it almost did....and then...I woke up. Arggh!!! I wanna see whether I'll win or not. I know I won't lose in my own dreams, right? Me wanna see the ending...tried to go back to sleep after that but the story did not continue. So I just went to class. Dang....

What inner color are you?

You are pink. You are in limbo. Not pure and manipulated like white, not impure and noble like red. You are unsure of your real identity, but whatever you chose it to be, you can be it. That is your power. You change everyone you touch, and everyone remembers you. In literature, pink represents the place between heaven and hell. You are the one we will never forget.