Friday, June 25, 2004

2nd needle in my bum + quizzie

Waaahhh...I got another needle stuck into my butt today. >_< It was on the left side this time though. Urgh....it's gonna get numb by tonight. The numb on my right butt has not even subside wholly. I just hope my next appointment does not require him to poke me again. >_< I'm gonna have holes all over my body and my whole body will be numb too.

Anyhow, been a very good girl the past few days, doing assignments mostly but other than that, I am more rajin to update my blogs, to clear my mind of troublesome things (not totally though cos I'm still thinking about them), organised almost half of my anime cds, earned some adena for my brother (Lineage 2), moderated the forums quite frequently, and.... I've been at home sitting quitely. Lol. Was not kutu malam for a few days. *rofl*

Anyways, here's a quizzie I got from a friend's blog:

Fuchia
You are the Fuchia
You are the dancer, the one with wings for a soul.
Quiet and shy, you are the fairy of the flower
world.


What is your flower type?
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Wednesday, June 23, 2004

Needle in my bum

Just as you read it. >_< I got a needle stuck into my butt. :( I went to see a skin specialist (cos I can't take the nagging and shouting from my house) earlier today to check on some infection on my skin. Well, I won't call it infection since it does not infect anywhere else or anyone else. Anyhow, I went there with my dad, waited a little while and we went in. the doctor, after asking me a few questions, ushered me to a small room with a bed and a pillow. Lol. Makes you think of those stupid forwarded mails saying how the doctor molests female patients and rape them, ne? Anyways, he told me to lie down (lol - thinking of the mails) and then took a magnifying glass and checked on my arms and legs (the parts with the infection). Later he offed the lights (lol - same reason) and took some stick kinda thing and examined those places again. It's some ultraviolet or something like that. Then, once he switched on the lights, he told me that he will have to give me an injection at my butt (he pointed the spot so I can give him access to my butt skin :p ) so I said ok. Man, it's been a long time since my skin and needles (besides sewing needles) come together. So there I was, pulling my skirt up (I wore a dress T_T ) and removing any barrier there is between his needle and the spot. I lied down, kinda smiled...I have no idea why. Felt a little pain and voila...he's done. He told me it won't hurt and that I should not 'tegangkan' my skin as it will be more painful. No worries. I was relaxed and he said I did good. :D The pain was a while anyways. I've had worse. Lol. Anyhow, he told me to take some medication and asked me to buy a RM25 soap (my choice but my dad said ok so I nodded as well). Somehow though, I heard him say that the soap costs RM100+ so I was lucky I was wrong. Lol. What kind of diamond soap costs RM100+ anyways? Anyhow, total fees was only RM85. I call it rather cheap cos it included 4 types of pills, 1 liquid for the infection, 1 cream to apply after the liquid, the RM25 soap, the injection and also for consultation. I seriously think it's a lot cheaper then the first specialist I went to. So, anyhow.... I'm hoping my skin will be back to normal (he said I got beautiful skin :p ) and I don't have to hide my ugly hands anymore. Lol.

So, toodles for now. I just heard an SMS coming in. Ja ne.

Tuesday, June 22, 2004

Do you think I'm stupid? Or is it a girl thing?

This is the case:

No matter how it goes, I will still be more than willing to help someone and go the extra limit if I once had a crush on them. No matter how tiny the crush might be, no matter whether i lasted for 1 day or 1 month, somehow, I just don't mind. The good thing is, they do not know (thus can't really take advantage of me) but.... I wonder why? I would just be ever-ready to do almost anything if I am asked to. Why? Cos I liked the guy before? Cos I thought it would be a nice thing to do? Cos I think that by doing so, he will eventually like me? No... can't be that reason. Cos I'm over him already and.... there is no more crush. But I still treat him so nicely and will do almost anything for him. Why? I still don't get it. Hmmm.... Puzzles me actually. (Kinda thought about it recently so thought I'd blog about it) Anyone experience the same thing? Sigh...

Sunday, June 20, 2004

Trolleys Have Life

Trolleys have life I tell you. Those shopping carts you find in your everday supermarket. Well, they're alive I tell you, and are spiteful. Especially Tesco shopping carts. They are really aggresive and love to make you suffer. This was my experience:

I was nicely pushing my trolley in the oh-so-crowded Tesco supermarket when this lady just walked in front of me so I had to put an emergency brake to the trolley. I mean, HELLO??? Are you blind? Already is there a traffic jam and you changing lanes without giving any consideration to your surrounding only made it worst. So, in short, I did the emergency brake thing but as the law of inertia is just, I myself hit my 'car' instead. And so, my little toe on my right foot was badly hurt. :( To make it worse, my parents just can't seem to care (they think it does not hurt at all) and I was left there to continue 'driving' in the massive traffic jam. The pain was unbearable to the point where I almost cried :( but I controlled my tears and stood tall. Then, my little toe on the left experienced the same thing as its right counterpart. Bam it drove straight into the wheels of my 'car' but lucky for me, the impact was not huge so my toe was ok in a minute or so. Hopping on one foot (right foot malfuction already), I managed to catch up with my mum who was speeding oh-so-fast (motors can ease in and out of cars, right?) and we finally did what we came to do and left for the toll. The queue at the toll was not that long but.... the evil trolley came to life and...somehow made my foot hit the wheels of my 'car' again (or maybe it hypnotized my foot into ramming it's silly little head to the wheel) and if that was not bad enough to bring back all the pain I've forgotten, it happened again (so total was right little toe thrice, left little toe once) just when the pain was going away. ARGH!!!! Never had I have a worst day with a trolley before. And when we cleared the toll (toll fees was so expensive...more than RM100), I headed off in my motor (limping that is) to the store selling manga. And since there was none, I headed back to my parents to leave for home. Then....only then... did I hear my dad asking my mum, "Why is she limping?" when all the time I was whining to him and also was implying that my toe hurts and I could not push the trolley. Sheesh. Anyhow, we went back in once piece and I went over to Ee Lin's place to pass to her some Chupa Chups. And later on, Lai Ching, How Zan and Thye Shin came and I was busy talking to Ee Lin when suddenly.... someone called her (or she had to do something) and BAM!! She stepped on my poor injured toe. T_T Felt like crying again. :( Now I'm home and my poor toe is resting...poor lil fella. Hope it gets well tomorrow but somehow I doubt.... cos I saw some internal bleeding. T_T My toe.....

**Note (just in case you don't get what I was trying to say)**
Car - shopping cart/trolley
Motor - walking (legs)
Toll - cash register

Wednesday, June 16, 2004

Girly quizzie

GARAGE GURL - Flirt inna Skirt!
A GARAGE-GURL. Youre into loud music, hot guys and
wild fashions. Youre most at ease when you've
got all your mates around you and you like to
party. Boys are a game and youre always on the
ball because you make sure you're always number
one.

Your virtues: Confidence, fun nature,
sociability.

Your flaws: Loudness, jealous tendency, need for
attention..



You almost certainly wouldn't like this game,
because it's not your thing:

www.life-blood.vze.com


What kind of girl are you?
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Thursday, June 10, 2004

Boyfriend!!!!!!

If you're thinking about me already having a boyfriend.....you're totally mistaken. (Do I hear the sounds of relieve :p) The topic is about 'boyfriend' but I'm still single just yet....lol

Huha....I'm actually more rajin to update my blogs (note the plural :p) as compared to a few weeks ago. Lol. Anyways, back to the topic.... As I was talking to Amelia earlier.... (we were talking about some manga) I told her that I would actually love to have a cold boyfriend. >_< Well..... not that cold as in not speaking to me and all....but... a dark, mysterious, cold person. Uwaaah....it's so hard to describe... basically imagine Aoshi (Rurouni Kenshin) + Ryu (Detective Academy Q) + serious Clapika (Hunter X Hunter) personality.... something like that. Someone who is very dark and cold but at the same time still takes care of me though he does not really show it. People will not approve of me and him cos they might find him to be very 'lan si' (read: proud/sombong) or unfriendly or anything else but I will love him and he will take care of me. Waaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh.................. so nice. :p Oh....and it's a bonus if he's a little of a dangerous kinda guy and knows martial arts....yummy.

Better stop here before I start drooling uncontrollably. Lol.

Sunday, June 06, 2004

Quiz....

1. Favorite breakfast is:
- Don't usually eat breakfast....

2. The movie I've watched the most number of
times is:
- Star Wars: Episode IV, V, VI

3. Least favorite subject in school:
- HISTORY is history

4. I spend my leisure time:
- In front of my PC unless my friends call me out

5. Worst smell:
- Chinese medicine

6. If I could have any car in the world, what
would it be?:
- Ferarri? Dunno...dun update myself with cars

7. Favorite household chore:
- Throwing the garbage...cos it's the easiest

8.When I was a kid, I dreamed of becoming a:
- Singer-dancer/actress or astronaut

9. Favorite colors:
- Turqouise

10. Favorite perfumes:
- Ralph Lauren's blue perfume...dunno the name

11. When I die :
- I'll not be able to watch anime anymore. T_T Serious: I hope I'll be missed

12. If I could repeat college, I'd take up:
- Information Technology (but maybe not repeat cos I'm fine with Accounting... maybe wanna take double degree)

13. Three things I can't leave home without:
- Myself, my clothes and my shoes

14. First thing I bought with my first salary:
- Clothes I think

15. I'd like to be remembered as:
- A happy-go-lucky girl who is always smiling.... kinda fading though

16. If a book was made into a movie, would you
still bother buying the book?:
- I never buy books....I borrow. Yes, I'll still read but I'll watch then read.

17. Specialty in cooking?
- Hmmmm....fried rice?

18.First crush?:
- And only crush.... not giving names

19.Favorite hangouts:
- home...but if out of my house, then it would be JJ

20. Best place to shop?:
- Jaya Jusco

21. Do you like to watch plays?
- There are so few...but I'm ok with them

22. Favorite place in the house?:
- In front of my PC

23. Best gift you've given?:
- I'm thinking it's a Warcraft III T-shirt to my bro cos he loved it so much

24. Weirdest gift you've received:
- CDRs for my birthday....weird, but I loved them...from my brother. ^_^

25. Gift that you want to receive at this
point?:
- My own bedroom!!! Getting it this year. Woohoo....

Saturday, June 05, 2004

Guys I like

Somehow, I got this feeling that everytime I kinda like a guy, without fail people will tease me and somehow make me feel that I don't like that guy anymore. Hmmm.... happened quite a few times before and....no matter how normal I might treat that person, for sure someone is bound to ask me the question "Eh, you don't like ____ meh?" or "Wei, you like ____ or not?" etc. Why? Do I like inscribe the name of the person I like on my forehead or something? I sometimes have not even thought about whether I really like someone or not but before even reaching to that stage, I usually face with teases and questions, making me wonder whether I actually have feelings for him or not and whether I'm good enough for him or not. Can this be the reason I only have 1 huge crush in all my life? Hmmmmm...... maybe.... we'll see... :p

Thursday, June 03, 2004

Happy Birthday Richard!!!

Yay! Happy Birthday Richard. You're officially 22 years old already....lol. Though you will never come across this post, I shall still wish you in my blog that you will have a wonderful birthday, a beautiful year ahead of you, joy, happiness and also the best of luck in your coming exams. I'm sure you'll be able to pass those 3 papers. :D

It has been so long, since we last met
But my friendship with you, is still in tact
Those memories will stay, forever in there
And you know I'll be here, and will always care

Though we seldom meet, I know in my heart
Come what may, we will never be apart
Even if the world, has come to an end
You will forever be, my guy best friend

Tuesday, June 01, 2004

Finally...a normal but short post

I was reading through my 'diary' earlier and.... well, I kinda feel like sharing something here now.... Note that it is somewhat a copy and paste kinda thing so to those who think they will get offended, do not proceed

Share #1

I really want everyone to stop teasing me with anyone cos.... I really don't want my mind to think of impossible things. They're usually not my type... but I need not worry actually cos no one's gonna feel that way about me either. Teasing always gets me confused of my real feelings for people....the only time when I did have feelings for someone not after people tease is the case with **** *** (not a chance you'll know his name). That's why I still think that he is my first huge crush....something which did not occur again.....yet. :p

Share #2
Am I bad? I mean I really treat some people badly and.... well, it just comes out normally. I don't want to hurt people more when they are already hurt by so many other people. I really feel bad now that I think of all the things I said and did. I feel like I'm drifting apart from so many people. I mean, why can't I be as close to people like how I am to **** *** (like hell I'll tell you)? He's a memory I want to stay in my heart till the rest of my life. Somehow it might be due to the barrier of online communication. Cos with **** ***, it's the phone all the way and everything is just there in the voice.... of course we can tell more stuff when we hear the intonation and all. I will never forget **** *** anytime soon. Though there is nothing much to remember and I can hardly remember his face or his voice or that we seldom meet, there is just this thing in me which just remembers his name and he's attitude...making me feel like a real person. :) Hope to find someone as nice as him in the future.

Note: I noted there are quite a few grammar errors but malas wanna edit lah...so, take it or leave it. :p

More questionaires

WHAT-
1. WHAT DO PEOPLE USUALLY CALL YOU?
My real name, Lego, Lase, Legolase, Lynn, fat, mok (short for gemuk), fei, zhu (pig), etc

2. WHAT CELL PHONE MODEL ARE YOU CURRENTLY USING?
Nokia 3310

3. WHAT SCREENSAVER'S ON YOUR CELL-PHONE?
2 cute angels given to me by my darling, and for silent, it's a monkey given by Lai Ching

4. WHAT WALLPAPER ARE YOU USING FOR YOUR PC?
Currently PC is kaputed...but before this, it was RO Assassin, Yuu from Clover and also Subaru from .hack//SIGN

-WHEN-
5. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WERE IN PAIN?
Not too long ago

6. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WENT OUT? WHERE DID
YOU GO?
This morning at 8.45am, to campus

7. WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU HAD FUN?
Grammar error...when was the last time... :p Had fun.... hmmm.... last week maybe? Not sure

8. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?
A few days ago

-WHO-
9. WHO IS THE FUNNIEST PERSON YOU HAVE EVER COME
ACROSS?
How Zan....maybe

10. WHO IS THE BLURREST PERSON YOU HAVE EVER COME
ACROSS?
Thye Shin

11. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU SPENT TIME WITH?
Ee Lin, Diana, Amelia (we were in class >_< )

12. WHO DO YOU HAVE AS AN ADMIRER?
Hmmmm....tricky question...not answering. :p