Tuesday, June 28, 2005

Finally....

Is sleepy


Straight to the point.... or should I say, points... :p

- Cute guy XD
- Hurt my right leg :(
- Permanent? +___+??
- Accident x_x
- Sick T_T

Cute guy XD
Kyaaaaaa.... there's this cute guy in my company whom I've seen only once but he's so cute~!!!! He's not that tall either but his face is so cute and his hair and, and... I don't know his name or anything else except that he's in the facilities department or something who is like a handyman cos the time I saw him was because the light above where I was sitting keeps blinking non stop and Hui Ping went and reported this and he came with his ladder and climbed and fixed it. *swoon* Mei Yin saw him on another day but I was not there!!! ARGHHHH... +___+ I'm just hoping the light flickers again or goes off totally or something. Nyehahaa... *evil grin*

Hurt my right leg :(
We did "packing" where we arranged all documents neatly into boxes according to their posting dates. So there we were packing and I've been through carrying heavy loads before but I guess if you don't do it often, your muscles just loosen up. And that lead to a muscle pull on my right leg. T_T And to think carrying stacks of books (to be accurate, 440 80-pages exercise books a bundle) back in my old workplace was a piece of cake last time. So there I was having muscle pull throughout the weekend. Oh, this happened 2 weekends ago. ^_^;; So I'm ok now.

Permanent? +___+??
So what is permanent? Well.... my job actually. No, I'm not losing it. I've just been offered a permanent job there as soon as I graduate. Of course they wanted to me start right away after my training but I had to go back to boring old classes for another 4 months. So yeah, they're offering me a job after I graduate. I'm feeling happy inside but so many others are advising me to not accept this offer. Even had a small fight with Rizal cos of this. >_< Not to mention with my parents, especially my mother. My brother is kinda neautral so at least there is one less person to please. :p Still, this is my future so I'm making the choice. My mum told me that I am not allowed to blame her if I regret my decision. I answered confidently and sternly, "No regrets" and that's where I'll stand. No turning back.

Accident x_x
Oh no my poor baby. T_T My poor baby caught up in an accident and I'm actually there to witness it... well, not really witness... more like feel it. x__x How can someone be so blind? Before I continue, I'm referring to my car ya. Anyhows... there was a TRAFFIC JAM. All cars were NOT MOVING. We were INCHING bumper to bumper waiting for the traffic light to turn green. BAM!!! My car jerked forward. I felt the impact from the back. I turned around, knew the car behind me just kissed my backside. Sigh.... and it cannot choose any other cars. >_> So there I was standing in the middle of the traffic jam checking the damage. The guy who banged me was obviously dreaming so he admitted and seeing that I was working in the same company, he asked for my extension and I drove off. Yes, I failed to take down his name, extension or even car license plate. >_< I was that much in a hurry (dun wanna be late for work) and also maybe partly cos I was shocked and sad about the incident. Oh, did I mention? All this happened RIGHT IN FRONT of my company. GAH!!!!

Sick T_T
And then I was sick. And it lasted a good 2 whole days. Started with a haedache lase Saturday afternoon, got worse by night. Sunday morning (as in dark morning) I felt my body start to feel chilly but I touched my forehead and it was warm. Damn, a fever is coming. True enough, I woke up with a worse headache and fever. Still insisted visiting my grandaunt's grave (3rd year death anniversary) so I just took in the pain and went. Had lunch, treated my granduncle and grandaunt and I had to go back home. Did not follow them shopping. The headache was unbearable at this point of time.

And there we have the promised posts. :p Off to some other ramblings/stuffs/crap/etc


Speaking of treats...my mum brought something up the other day. So far I've treated my grandma, grandaunt, granduncle and parents (& bro). Thing is, when I treated my grandma, my parents and bro were there. Same as when I treated my granduncle & aunt. And I treated my parents and bro alone as well, just the 4 of us. So basically, they (parents & bro) ate 3 times of my treat. That was when my dad said it's better to treat people seperately rather than everyone joint at the same time cos if so, they will only get to eat once. Here, they already ate 3 times and one more coming soon. I certainly don't mind it but the thought of it just makes me smile. =)

Save some juice for later....

- Japanese guy XD XD XD *swoons* So handsome but.... T____T
- Mei Yin's last *wails* :(
- Photo posts coming~!!! Wai~! ~~\(^@^)/~~




"Hatenaki yume motomeru shirube naki sekai de, boku ga hikari nakushitemo itsuka"

Sunday, June 26, 2005

Sick...

Is sick



Not a proper update here. Just wanna inform all my readers that I'm sick so there is no update this weekend. And yes, I'm still sick when typing this so it will be short. Upon getting better, topics which I will blog about are:

- Cute guy XD
- Hurt my right leg :(
- Permanent? +___+??
- Accident x_x
- Sick T_T



"And if you're going my way, don't think that I've been there. Cos this is where I'll stay, I think it's the end...."

Saturday, June 18, 2005

Weekends are back again

Is having muscle-pull on right leg



Yoohooo~! I'm back again. Nyehahahaha..... OK I'm scaring people with this crazy personality of mine. One of my colleagues is starting to think whether I'm sane or not. +__+ Gah. I giggle and laugh a lot in the office... is this good? I mean yeah we have fun but will my supervisors think I'm a sick person or not serious in my work? Nyaaa.... But performance have been ok so I'm not gonna worry bout what they think. :)

On a side note... does anyone else wake up with a song in their head? Like you know you're sleeping, then when you wake up, a song is already stuck to your mind and you keep playing it over and over again... and humming it as well. It strangely (well, not that strange I think :p ) happens to me. I forgot what songs were "played" for the past week but yesterday it was Faith Hill's 'Cry' and today it was Westlife's 'Open Your Heart'. Yeah I know... songs about a partner. Sheesh. >_>

And now back from where we left last week...

- Paycheck gone :( but :)
- Pitiful colleague
- Gonna miss Mei Yin T__T
- Cosplayer's block?

Paycheck gone :( but :)
Gone as not in lost. Gone as in finish. T_T My first paycheck was used to bring my parents and grandma (mom's side) for dinner and we went to eat ikan bakar (baked fish sounds sooooooo lame) and it costs me a whopping RM100 +_+ Then I treated my parents to satay the other day and another RM30 flew away. I've yet to bring my grandma and aunts (father's side) out so that would most likely be another RM100 or so. And my aunt from US is coming back this July and I've promised to treat her once I started working so yeap, more money out. XD Hahaha.... so there goes my first paycheck. But still, I'm happy. Seeing the faces of my relatives is priceless. Especially when your own grandma comes and says thank you to you with such a big smile on her face. *terharu* Love you so much mama. <3

Pitiful colleague
There's this colleague of mine who is just so pitiful. I'm not naming anyone cos... though highly unlikely, who knows they might stumble upon my blog, right? Though if they do, they'd probably know who I'm referring to. ^_^;; So back to this colleague of mine, he's like always being bullied by his supervisor and sometimes get blamed for things he did not do. There was once where we were discussing about some old transactions and he told me that he was not even working in the company back then. And he said, "That time I still happily working at my old firm". +__+ It's sad to hear him say this cos he was having a better time at his old firm. And now he's here and I don't think he's really having fun. I mean work is pointless unless you enjoy doing it. So either he should start enjoying it or leave, right? That's what I think anyways but I think he should just relax a little and not worry about every single detail every second of the day. Sigh... well, my dear colleague, hope you cope and pull through the tough times and be less tensed in the future. I'm only there to aid him for another 4 months anyways. :-/

Gonna miss Mei Yin T__T
2 weeks..... in 2 weeks Mei Yin is leaving and I wonder if I'll laugh as much as I did these past few week and whether I'll have a kaki to joke and tease with. We're like both having the same perangai and we're both so nakal so yeah, it's been super fun with her around. (BM words used on purpose cos we always refer to ourselves as nakal anyways XD... and cos we speak BM a lot there.. some sort like BM ^^ ) Too bad she gotta leave in 2 weeks. Thankfully 2 weeks though cos if her application to extend was not approved, yesterday would have been her last at work. So yeah, relieved but still sad.

Cosplayer's block?
I'mma so totally at a dead end. Jalan buntu. I can't find a character I really wanna cosplay. Sigh... I mean there's my list but none of them are giving me the motivation to start working on the costume. Does this mean I want another character for the time being? Thought of crossplaying but... not sure whether my face is suitable or not. I think I have quite a girlist face. I think... Anyways, if I wanna crossplay, I'd most likely be doing Shannon Casull from Scrapped Princess cos I've not thought about anyone else (except for Kuchiki Byakuya which I thought about last month but scrapped it cos so many people are doing it). Hmmmm..... Arghh.... this is so sad. No early preparations for any of the cosplay events coming. Just cos I don't know who I should cosplay. Sigh... maybe I'll just reuse old costumes. Sad huh?

Wah panjangnyeeee....... *whacks everyone* Don't think dirty. I'm saying my post. XD I knew some weren't. Just wanna whack people cos I felt like it LOL. So yeah, another long post by me today ;) And there's more waiting to be exposed. *whacks people again* XD XD Maybe I got too influenced by Fool (Kaleido Star).

Coming soon...

Cute guy XD
Hurt my right leg :(
Permanent? +___+??


"I'd like to run away from you, but if I were to leave you I would die. I'd like to break the chains you put around me, but yet I'll never try."

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

The long awaited update....

Is currently with a very smooth nose

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Note: From now onwards.... if I remember that is... there shall be a header and a footer to my posts. After the title will be the header which would be something like what you see on top there *points up* and a footer would be the song lyrics, remaining the same. Lemme explain about the header a little... it would be what I'm currently feeling or how I'm looking or something. But don't expect a "is currently naked" status. XD

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Well, it's just a little past a week actually but yeah, it feels like a long time since I last blogged. Sigh.... this is sad. If only they invent a portable blog device so I can just blog about anything and anywhere, when it happens. Not remember about it and blog when I reach home. By then, I might have forgotten some fond memories and such. Forget palm top. Forget mobile phones. We should have a Bloggie, a blog device. Name copyrighted to Lase, thank you. XD

Anyways, back to more serious matters....

- Japanese guy
- More more more work
- Many things wanna blog but when come in here forget dee
- Cosplay preparation
- I want a digicam XD


These were what I posted as a reminder to myself. Hence, this post will be dedicated to the 5 items up there which have waited a considerable amount of time to be elaborated. ^^

Japanese guy
I met one at my work place!!!! Kyaaaaa...... sad thing is, he's not working here. He's from one of the company's creditors and he's here to check some stuff and solve some problems. Sigh.... why? Why can't I like get to know him? It's not for the fact that he's Japanese. It's for the fact that he's damn bloody CUTE!! Gah.... and he actually looks more Chinese than Japanese. If he had not spoken on the phone near where I was standing (why didn't he speak to me T____T ), I would not know he's actually a Japanese. The Malaysian guy (chinese) who was with him looks more Japanese actually. ROFL. Serious. We (Mei Yin and I) assumed he was Japanese as well till Doris told us he's a Malaysian, Chinese. Forgot his name though. I wanna see him again. Nyaaaaoooo.... If not him, then some other cute guy will also do. XD

More more more work
... and I'm actually happy. Yes, everyday I'm filled with stuff to do... so many new stuff that all the routine work I've been doing previously are usually left to their respective employees to do. I've got 2 main projects on my hand now actually so I'm pretty busy to help them out. Still, I enjoy it. ^_^ Even going back an hour late everyday is fine with me. Only thing sad is my back. Gah... my back is killing me maybe cos of the position I'm sitting at. Maybe I'll just get a cushion to support my back.... nah that won't work. I'll just live and get used to it I suppose. Oh, and I can now print and access the system so it's cool doing stuffs with it. Lee Na said I'm sad cos they did not give me my own e-mail address and I'm not sure whether I can access the Intranet (Internet is obviously off limits), but I think even if I did have time to actually spare, I would spend it helping my other colleagues or learn more stuffs there. Besides, what is Internet when I got StreamyX everyday, right?

/prays streamyx does not die on her

Many things wanna blog but when come in here forget dee
As I mentioned earlier.... someone needs to put my ideas into action and create Bloggie. It'll sell I tell ya. I seriously have loads to post here everyday actually but stuff happen in my workplace, on my way to work, thoughts which just popped out any time of the day, etc. And I can't remember to blog all of them so it just ends up either at the back of my mind or just lost forever. Sigh... perhaps until the time Bloggie is created, I should bring a notebook and a mini pen along with me everywhere I go so that I can jot down very briefly what I want to blog about as I reach home. Perhaps I shall do that..... later... someday.... the day after never seems fine. +__+

Cosplay preparation
Yeap.... this totally took hours of my time and I mean hours consecutively. If only I was this hardworking when studying ROFL. Anyways, the results were pretty satisfying to me except for certain areas. But the headpiece which I have been working for about 6 months in total came out pretty cool. Although now that the event is over, it's kinda cracked and not really in the shape to be reworn without having made touch ups. But still, it was an overall success I'd say cos I managed to actually pulled it off with the horns and the beads and the circular things and everything else. Glad people thought it was cool. Many kids asked for a picture with me even. XD Even had some people bowing m(_ _)m to me cos of my headpiece. All I can say is... THANK YOU~!!! It just feels so nice and made my day as I felt my efforts were not gone to waste. I feel touched everytime someone complimented or a kid asks for my photograph. Awwww.... *huggles everyone except Edo* Yeah, he's the only one who said I suck so I ain't giving him any credit. =P

I want a digicam XD
Indeed. Why? So that I can upload colourful pictures on my bloggie so it won't just be plain text everyday. I've already gotten some pictures to blog about but it's hard for the camera is not my own, hence I have to wait till the owner passes the photos to me. T_T Heck, I've not even posted the pictures of Quiggle and Doggie, gifts from Masami.

Ohhh... whaddaya know? I've completed all 5 items to elaborate on. Is this long enough? Ah well, should suffice for a few days, if not a few hours. ;) I've got loads to type but limited time. :-/ Let's just give some heads-up for upcoming posts then:

- Paycheck gone :( but :)
- Pitiful colleague
- Gonna miss Mei Yin T__T
- Cosplayer's block?

Otanoshimini ne (Look forward to it, ya?) <-- suddenly I sound like the ending of an anime episode. XD

"Bila resah ingat saat indah, bila rindu ku nyanyikan laguku, sehari ku rasa bagaikan setahun menunggu tibanya, oh bahagia"

Friday, June 03, 2005

I smell of thinner.....

Or turpentine or spirit or whateveritisyoucallit but it stinks and right now, I'd prefer smelling like shit just coz I've lived more than 20 years so I should be able to withstand the smell of shit (*footnote 1) but the smell of thinner/turpentine/spirit/whateveritisyoucallit is way too strong and bad for my nose, my head and my body. Urghhh..... And this is AFTER I finished taking what would be one of the longest baths I've ever taken in my entire life.


*footnote 1:

I know it sounds disguting but bear with me. I mean we shit almost everyday, right? And on average, once a day would mean me smelling shit more than 7000 times already. OK sometimes shit does not smell or you nose gets block or something else so let's cut down that number to half. 3500 times of smelling shit can at least prepare you if you smell like shit, right? But you do not smell thinner/turpentine/spirit/whateveritisyoucallit (yes, I ctrl+c, ctrl+v) everyday, every week or even every month unless you're working at a place which requires the use of thinner/turpentine/spirit/whateveritisyoucallit often. So I stand by my opinion.

PS: I know..... disgusting post. Sorr if any of you were eating at the time you read this. ROFL.

Thursday, June 02, 2005

Super Short Post

Really really short post cos basically I got no time. Heck I practically forced myself to type this cos I promised a post today. Anyways, if you notice, today is exactly 1 week after my previous entry, Pablo's birthday. So why is this important? Well, that is my 2nd present to her actually. It's nothing much and might not even mean anything making it not worthy to be counted a present, but I purposely posted nothing during this 1 week time span so that people will know of Pablo and visit her blog perhaps? ^^ The least I can do since I did not give her a physical present, see?

So to cut things short, that was the reason/explanation why I waited till today before I started posting again. I could have done sooner, and believe me, I had tonnes to type. But a promise I made to myself is a promise. ;)

Lastly, just a note for me to remember what the heck I'm supposed to post about after the end of this week. Ya see, I'm pretty much (more like totally) busy preparing for Karnival Mesra Melaka this Saturday cos there'll be a cosplay event there. So updates only after the end of this week. Busy to the max.... you can say. :)

Notes:
- Japanese guy
- More more more work
- Many things wanna blog but when come in here forget dee
- Cosplay preparation
- I want a digicam XD



Ah well whaddayaknow? It's already Thursday. Bah. Please read the above post as if it was a Wednesday, ya?