Monday, July 26, 2004

Gah...

I've not been blogging for a very long time....and it's not really that I'm lazy or something, it's just that I don't spend a lot of time online nowadays. Those who chat with me should know this, right? I'm seldom online and there was a time when I kinda forgot I actually had blogs to update. Nyaaaaaa..... *feels guilty all over*

Now I'm forcing myself to update but to cover everything I wanted to blog is just..... too much to remember. T_T I wanna remember them if I can but I just can't. But a summary of some of the events in my life that happened before Bon Odori goes something like this:

I had a third needle in my bum, a week after the previous appoinment and it's just a plain waste of money going to that specialist. I mean he is a skin specialist and all but I already got the medicine. Why need I go and visit him every few days or every week? One visit costs more than RM50 so you can imagine how much my dad needed to spend on me. Plus, he's already retired and I (being the good girl I am) don't really want him to waste his money on these stuffs. Plus, anything related to skin can't be cured like in a few days, right? So I'm supposed to see him for months before it's cured? And that would cost me how much? Call me stingy but I don't care. It's too much money wasted in my opinion. And the thing about this matter is.... I'm not really concerned about my skin but why does my mum go head over heels just to force me to go see the specialist? It's my skin anyways. If I were to look like that for the rest of my life and don't mind, why should she, right? Sometimes I don't understand people. I know it's for my own good and all but to me, it's just appearance and that is not something I really wanna bother about right now. It doesn't mean I don't keep myself presentable (I still comb my hair, wash my face, etc) but if I were so keen on perfecting my appearance, I would have gone on a strict diet and work out everyday to lose all that fat, right? Sigh....I still wonder if the matter is still a huge issue. *shrugs it off*

Bon Odori
Now this is something to blog about since 8 buses from MMU Melaka Campus went there and unfortunately, one bus broke down..... MY bus. >_<>Melaka at 1 AM. Anyhow, the trip overall was really nice I think, despite the stupid bus and the stupid bus driver. We headed to Times Square before Matsushita Stadium and I managed to meet up with some Cybermates like Hong Aun, Calista, Shinsaku, Alex, etc but I was so hungry that we did not really talk and we went our seperate ways. Times Square really changed from the last time I've been there. First thing was, the prices of the clothings were not as expensive as they were when I visited it in December (Gempak Cosplay). So we headed to Oh Sushi for our lunch and my katsu don was so huge (in my opinion) that I left about 3/4 the rice cos the meat made me full. Well, of course it was no match for Lai Ching, Diana and Lai Theng's ramen cos the bowl was HUGE!! Anyhow, after lunch we walked a while and I excused myself to head over to Low Yat (wanna get my handphone battery and some cdrs) alone. Nah, don't pity me. I'm used to walking alone actually so it's normal for me. ^^ So there I was, buying my battery which costed me RM109 and I only managed to find 50 pieces of my Matsu Gold cdr (why every time also finish one????). Seeing there was Famous Amos there, I surely bought my share and got How Zan's order as well. Bought some chocobons from Cinnabons (Bought 4 - 1 for myself, 1 for Lai Theng and greedy Lai Ching wanted 2 =p) and it was THE BEST THING I've ever put into my mouth. Well, one of the best things. Man, the chocolate was like so good and..... it was just superb (though I only ate it on the way back to Melaka). Having done my business, I headed back to Times Square to meet up with the rest and went to Starbucks for a drink. I ordered some drink with orange/lemon peels and it tasted ok....just ok. At 4, we were there, waiting for our bus when I got the shock of my life. Some Lim Kok Wing student illegally boarded the EMiNA bus (though he paid the money). Hehehe...I made it sound so bad. Well, there I was spotting Sharil so I went over to say hi (just in case we don't meet in Shah Alam) and Zaidi was there as well. Spotting Hong Aun, I went over to say hi again and then the shock came. Lol. Kenny was there and he said hi and I was kinda stunned and did not really say anything. That was like so embarassing cos I guess I was shocked to see him waiting for the bus. ^^ No doubt happy to see an old friend, we talked a little before I had to go back with my bus mates to my bus. Then there we were at Bon Odori. Basically I did the same things I did every year (except that I did not dance this year) and I still failed badly in locating Sharil and Wai Seng (it happens every year...sigh...) but this year finding Masami was easier. We (Masami, Cheryl and I) went to change into our yukata (with the help of a nice Japanese lady) but Masami changed back after 10 minutes or so. >_<>Huwi Yin and her parents there too. Basically I met up with so many people there that I kinda feel bad towards Lai Ching, Lai Theng, Diana and Huwi Yin cos I'm always missing and they always have to wait for me and all. Gomen nasai.... Total people whom I met there (not those I meet everyday) were: Hong Aun, Calista, Kenny, Khek Yang, Shinsaku, Cheryl, Sharil, Wai Seng (finally when they were on the way back, I spotted them from the stands), Yong, Alex, Zaidi, INTI Anime Club high comms (Wil & Chunz), Anime Malaysia people, Cosplay friends (BladeWing, Snake eyes, Sky_Pegasus, Xelloss_sama, Misao, Jyezze).....did I miss anyone else? Gah, there were just too many people to meet at one place. We left the stadium at 9.30PM for the bus, departed at 10.30PM cos of the stupid bus which broke down, reached Melaka at 1.00AM and everyone was busted. I went home, took off my yukata, and plopped down to bed. *for you ecchi people, I woke a skimpy black dress which looks like an undergarment underneath my yukata*

Now the posts after Bon Odori....

Nothing much happened except I got a 4th needle stuck into my bum last week thanks to my parents' constant bugging for me to go see the specialist again. I swear that would be the LAST time I'm going there. I had my final mid term exam (which I started studying only the night before....as usual) and then there are those damn bloody assignments to complete. Oh, I also did some catching up on Lineage II (been slacking every since I got busy) so I managed to level up once. Hmm....what else happened? I knew there were stuffs but I just forgot what were they. There was the Convocation for MMU students but I did not manage to meet any of my seniors as they are obviously getting togather with their own friends for some catching up. Rizal, if you read this, gomen ne. Hehehe.... as for today, I think my car became invisible today as so many cars just did not see me there and I almost banged them. Stupid people. There was no signal, there was nothing. It was my right of way, dammit!! May other cars do that upon you everyday starting today. And now I'm here. See, my life's a bore. Lol.

Ramblings....

Gah, sometimes it so thick between friends and being caught in the middle is not that nice either. Though the world would be a havoc if everyone was like me, I just hope people learn to be a little like me and be a little carefree. They should not take everything so seriously to the extent where I'm not sure when they're joking and when they're not. Your problem is not the only problem in the world so understand how others feel. You're not the only one in pain, you're not the only one that matters in the world. Put yourself in the other person's shoes and see how you'd feel if your friend acted that way. Simple things can be disastrous sometimes. Friends start forgetting the meaning of friendship. Friends start forgetting about friends. Friends only look for you when they need something. I'm kinda sick with these 'selfish' friends sometimes but do I look like I mind? No. Why? Cos friendship is where we accept the other person whether he/she treats us differently or not. Some might find me a hypocrite cos I do complain about friends sometimes but that's just it. It does not mean I hate them or anything. I just needed to let something out. At the end of the day, I usually forget about everything and alls well. We can't blame people for changing (heck, there was a point when I had a drastic change and I think everyone thought of me as a stuck up bitch) but we can support them if they need any help. Well, enough of my preaching about friendship. Hey, what do I know, right? I'm just a normal human being like each and every one of you reading this. Enjoy life. ^^

A little something I found to be very nice....

Like the stars that twinkle in the night sky,
Melting hearts will not be seperated,
Even if these hands are seperated,
As long as the two never forget...

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