New Old Template

Yes this template kinda sucks (I forgot to save the final template of this version...damn >_<) and the title thingie is cacated also. Worst off, I somehow do not have Frontpage in this stupid PC of mine so I'm practically living with this for the time being. Gonna make a new layout during the holidays hopefully.... if I don't get distracted much. =P

Blog cacated

Nyao~! The place where I upload my stuffs is now expired and I doubt I'll get a space anymore. T_T So.... now no where to upload stuffs. :( So cannot upload my blog script. So my blog is somewhat cacated. Gomen.

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Only for me

This post is for me, myself and I. :)

EP - Emily's friend - ID - helped - so happy - long time since did something like this - was in a hurry - still can't help it but help - love this feeling - proud of myself - ish very happy.

It will not make sense to anyone...it just serves as a reminder for myself. :) Not elaborating cos me dun wanna praise myself too much on my blog. XD

My 2nd CG nya~!

Tried my hands on a second CG and.... for me, it worked quite ok considering I have no experience whatsoever. XD

Credit goes to FIREFOXFLAME from mCU forum.

Here is the original scanned version from FIREFOXFLAME:




And here's the one after I CG-ed:

ARGH~!

Bodohnyeeee...... I parked my car at the MMU parking lot behind CLC although my class was all the way at FBL block just because EP did not have any more space. So I was late for class but I did not care since it was a lab session learning html so I kinda have the advantage since I maintain this blog right here and is quite keen on html sometimes so I know certain stuffs. Anyhow, I came out of the room feeling really kembang because the lecturer praised me. Nyao~! So happy. It's not often...actually, very seldom... that I get praised from a lecturer. The other 2 times I was praised was when learning subjects I really love. This mean... I love my lab sessions so much, I'll die if I don't go. Anyways, he praised me for doing the html thing very nicely...and he even asked me to save the copy I was doing and lend him the diskette so he can show it to the class. Sadly, time is up so he did not continue. Still, a happy day...that it is.

Anyhow, after the CLC class I had, I stupidly walked all the way to EP just to remember that I had parked at MMU. +_+ ARGHHHH~!!!!!!! STUPID STUPID STOOPID me. Sigh... so we (me and Ee Lin) had to walk all the way back to CLC and then to the car park. >_<

Wanted to go to the library tonight but as I entered MMU, the parking lots were full, there were a lot of securities guiding the traffic (I had to make a detour) and since the only parking spaces available are at a not so lit area, I left back for home. (Though if I really wanted to, I would have walked the distance since I am not that afraid of unlit areas) Motivation, I lacked. So...off I am at home and here. :p

SO SUE ME

I can't believe how AMATEUR those "artistically inclined senpai(s)" of mine are. I do not demand that everyone likes something or have the same views or praise me but to CRITICIZE UNNECESSARILY is just STOOPID and AMATEUR of them and if they think they can do better, why not DO it instead of TALKING about it?

At least some people who I thought are not that professional have more professional and constructive views.

People like the former kills interests out of those learning or those potentially good ones.

To those who I know and you might know: "SCREW YOURSELF YOU SELFISH BAST@RDS"

My first CG

Nyao~! I finally downloaded (or actually, managed to find somewhere to download) and installed Adobe Photoshop 7.0 so I took the initiative to learn how to CG. I found a simple tutorial online but it does not teach that much. Still, I'm still learning so hope I can be really good one day. =D

Here's the picture of my CG. Artwork (and inking) courtesy of Jacinta:

It's actually not suppose to have any shadings cos it was drawn for a T-shirt design but my hands got itchy to try stuff and the results were as above (only the hair part). The T-shirt version does not have any shadings for the hair. Just plain yellow. ^_^ Please give me your comments nyo~!

Quizzie~!

Nyao~!

This ish quite true....

You like the sweet, shy type.


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But it's a bonus if he looks like this

Happy again

Look at that picture....some might say it's nice, some might say it's cacated. I kinda say it's a little cacated but who cares? I just won that handphone in a contest so I could not care less. Muahahahaha.... I got a new handphone and I'm happy. Now the question is.... to use it or to give it to my dad? You must be thinking I'm crazy, right? Well, not really since he's the one who actually entered the contest on my behalf. So...rightfully his I guess. :( Can't stop him if he wanna take it. But I'm thinking he'll give it to me. But should I refuse? Argh~! I don't know what to do. >_< Anyhow, 'm happy. =D

Happy? Happy? Happy~! XD

Heh...wondering why I'm kinda happy? Well, cos I kinda feel I'm getting my best boy-friend back. XD And I'm liking it soooo much. And get this straight....like, not love, ok? For one, he already has a girlfriend. For another one, I don't have those kinda lovey dovey feelings for him. It's just that I'm very very happy we are as close as we were about 2 years ago. I wonder if there's anything to do with the testimonial I wrote for him. Hehehehe.... anyways, glad to have him back, glad to get back my best boy-friend and glad to be somewhat teleported to the past a little.

I'm also happy cos I'm trying my best to work hard and get my grades up this time around. I have actually gone to the library two nights this week. Whether I'm doing tutorial, finding some books for assignments, studying the wrong thing (yes, I'm blur enough to study the preface of a book), studying a few pages in a whole hour, enduring some idiot laughters and noise-makers, it was nice being in the library. At least I know I'm not stuck home playing Lineage or watching anime or doing something unbeneficial.

Well, today I'm happy again because I saw my cute prince when attending the Christmas presentation - Nights of Celebration: A Time To Love - and it was not only for a short period of time. I think at least 15 minutes I managed to catch glimpses of him. ^_^ Very happy for that. Found out....well, kind of... that he has a girlfriend (or what looks to be his girlfriend) but I could not be bothered the least cos I don't have any attractions to him. Just....like to look and drool at him. XD Speaking of attractions...it's been long since I last fell for a guy (minor crushes counted) and I somehow don't feel any different or more lonely or more desperate or anything. Perhaps I'm already ready to be living alone in future years. :) So it does not really matter to me I guess. Though.... I might take it up if something (someone) does come up.

And then I thought of something else to type.... about how I would actually love to get a surprise or an invitation or a secret admirer or someone who notices specific stuffs or something. Hahahaha.... it's kinda hard to explain those in words but I've just posted some scenarios for better understanding. ^_^

Surprise - Someone would remember a special date or just to make a special visit to me and surprise me. Basically any normal surprise which I would really not expect. It would be really shocking and... perhaps I might even cry? LOL.

Invitation - Sure would be glad if someone I know who I'm ok ok with or someone I don't know who is a friend's friend of some sort invites me to a prom. Muahahaha.... how nice it would be. XD psst...hint...hint... Impressions =P

Secret admirer - Giving secret messages or secret presents which does not go to the extent of making me fear him. Hahahaa... very nice feeling.... what more if that person knows what I wanted to buy but is not willing then he goes and buy it for me. I'll feel bad and guilty and all but also happy. =P

Noticed - Thought of this earlier and it would actually be very nice if someone were to notice you even though you're complete strangers and maybe drop a note or something. Uwah~! Makes you feel so nice and happy, ne? For example, I support someone because of his/her talent and he/she notices that I'm always there as a supporter then maybe comes and hand me a note thanking me and maybe invite for a drink or something. Sugoi ne~! =D

Ah well....I can dream, right? And I need to be heading to dreamland now anyways. +_+ Stupid 8am class.

Quizzie

Your Hidden Power Is Wind

You have a twisted soul. You change your directions and mind easily. Your beauty is you over powering feature. But many enemies are surprised by your beauty and your great power
to control wind

Gem Stone: Amethist

Eye Color:Grey Blue

Hair Color:Grey that goes to your shoulder Blades

Quote:And if the cloud bursts, thunder in your earYou shout and no one seems to hear.And if the band you're in starts playing different tunesI'll see you on the dark side of the moon.

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Another year begins

First and foremost, Happy New Year to all my readers, whoever you are. :p

Another year begins and a new life awaits me. There is no point of me making impossible resolutions so this year, my resolution will only revolve something I love to do and those I can keep (and hope to keep).

Resolution #1: Maintain CGPA
Resolution #2: Do better cosplays
Resolution #3: Be strong and survive

No more shit about losing weight or anything likewise. Cos what is a resolution if it's just a wish, right? I know I won't stick to it for long anyways.

Well, how did I countdown? Just went to Bamboo Bistro with a couple of friends and celebrated Amelia's birthday as well. Which reminds me.... Happy Birthday Amelia~! And speaking about countdown, I was talking with Ee Lin and Huwi Yin about it in the car and we think that it is rather dumb to ask us not to celebrate the new year as a respect to the tsunami victims. Now, before you start calling me a selfish and heartless bitch, hear me out. Don't you think by being sad and all during the new year is a good thing? We should celebrate happy things for this year instead. And also hope for all happy things. If we grief during the new year, it would mean this year is a year of greifing and what's the point in that? What we (my friends and I) did was to give a moment of silence in respect to the tsunami victims before the countdown, then we celebrated. I for one do not want to dig up sad memories and sad moments that happened in 2004. This is a year I'm taking by storm so why should I let those things be my hurdle, right?

So here's wishing a really HAPPY new year for everyone.