Dream.... Bad Sign...

Sigh.... I had a not so good dream last night :( In the dream I was in a bus for 2 hours and apparently in the bus, the exam questions were given and we're supposed to complete it before we reach the destination. I was sitting beside my mum and got distracted by the numerous things she asked me to do like clean the knapsack, organize papers, etc... and I ended up reaching the destination without even reading the exam papers. And I totally freaked out and tried to find a reason I could retake the exam but being a professional paper (yes the dream was about ACCA) there is no such options. =( It scared the shit out of me. =( It's like paying for an exam you don't take and have to wait for another 6 months to take it.

I just hope dreams don't tell the future =( Last June I dreamt about failing Paper 3.5 and I did.... I hope I don't fail this time. =( Why do I get these kind of dreams. =(

Possibly working soon

So there is a huge chance I'm going to get a job soon. And there's a huge chance they want me to start ASAP. Problem is I don't want to. +_+ I want to start in February if possible, and if it's not possible at least mid January. As it is there are no raids for me till the end of this year due to the holidays in the States and if I'm asked to work on January 2nd, I'm screwed! I don't wanna! *cries*

Once I work my life is over. Well not really over like dead but my life n Azeroth would only be on weekends. Iiiiiyyyyyyaaaaaaddddaaaaaaaaaaaaa...... I don't waaaaaaaannnnttttt!!!!!!! *cries more* I like money, I like to work (I'm a workaholic) but not when it clashes with my raid time! Sigh.... I'm still depressed about this whole not being able to raid thing. I know it's gonna happen one day but I was hoping it's not this soon! Yes I know I've already gotten an extra 6 months thanks to failing my exams but THAT'S BESIDES THE POINT!! I still want to raid... now more than ever with my loving WoW family (my guildies are THE BEST PEOPLE EVER! - collectively anyways, as always there are always asses everywhere you go but the good far outweighs the evil) and progress with them and joke with them and.... be with them! +_+ I'm starting to sound like a psycho now lol without any social life.

So anyways.... offer still remains for any rich guy who wants a good-for-nothing-wife who you MUST allow to raid during raid times and well since you're rich I won't need to work but I promise to take care of the house and cook for you AFTER raid times =D One can only dream.... of course working in California solves this case too but that's yet another dream....

"WTFind Hiring Manager in the States PST"

Job Hunting begins

So the task of hunting jobs begin. I have a reference to work in an actuarial firm in Florida but that's a long shot. I mean seriously, no working experience, no visa... long shot indeed.

Do I want to work? Hell no. I still wanna play and raid and enjoy my life. Do I need to work? Sadly, yes. Money makes the world go round sadly (no it's not love) and I can't depend on my parents all my life (not that they will allow if they have any say in it). Plus I need to get my new PC and buy stuff I want and save for my US trip and everything. And the experience is always good. Exposure might improve my chances of working in the US (yes, I'm still dreaming of it lol) and maybe land higher paid jobs to make my US trip sooner than in 2 years!

On a side note... it's so stupid at how hard it is to get a US visa. Can't get it without a valid reason, can't apply for most jobs without already having a visa, and the cycle goes on. It SUCKS! And when are people going to invent the teleporting device so I don't have to travel 18 hours just to get to another part of the world? Anyone wanna hire a WoW gold farmer? =P

FREEEEE~!!!!! Wheeeeeee

Exams are over wheeeeeeeeeeeeee~!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But they SUCK! Urgh... First paper was ok, I think I stand a chance to pass it. 2nd is like crappy shitty poo! It's like so teh freaking hard, ok? =( I have no confidence in that one. :(

Well at least I'm free now. Going back to Melaka on Sunday most likely, parents gonna come up on Saturday to help me pack. As much as I like to start working and earning money.... sucks i can't raid anymore.

/cry
/cry
/cry

I want a job in California pleeeeeaaaaasssssssseeeeeeeeeee....

Cutie me~!!

Something I found in my e-mai... some forward stuff you know, with zodiac signs and stuff... Well

CANCER - The Cutie

MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak. Spontaneous. Great telling stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to.

=D I know I perasan but it's so close to exams and I'm stressed. I'm allowed to be perasan!

And as proof of my uber cuteness, this is the (same) cute picture after photoshopping a little! Aahhahahahaaa....