as.... you.... axe........ spells SUX

I've had this sucky cough since last week and it's not going away. I know the weather's bad and all and a lot of people are also coughing but come on.... 7 days? Enough already! I wish I could hire some tiny microscopic team of pew pew lasermen to go shoot at whatever's in my throat which is causing me to cough so much. Have I seen a doctor? Yes. Antibiotics, cough syrups and lozenges (I laugh everytime I see this cos it reminds me of that one picture blog post where all those dirty minded readers thought it was a condom I was holding). I've drank honey water, lime water, plum water, honey-lime water, warm water, cold water, whatever.... Still didn't work. And the most embarassing thing was today we had this quarterly review at work where new hires need to introduce themselves. My turn went well but throughout the whole 2-hour session I was focusing on trying not to cough too much. I brought in cough sweets as well to help but they didn't!! Urgh... was so embarassing and I coughed so bad tears welled up my eyes :( Let this go away soon.... I hate not being able to talk much and not getting to eat food I like because they will make it worse. SUX!

As some of you know.... a long time ago I was kinda a self-proclaimed part time consultant/counselor. It's just that I can kinda understand people and their feelings and their emotions when they're talking to me or asking me for advice. Problem is.... I can never be a consultant/counselor for myself. I know my emotions/feelings are as unstable as the waves in the sea, and the saddest part is I can never find a way to you know.... deal with it. Sigh.... Is this some cancer fate or something? I know I read somewhere about cancers being emotional people and what not but I thought that's just the crybaby side of me when I watch movies and stuff! Anyone have any idea how to 'feel' less and care less and get less emotionally attach and just be a stone? +_+ SUX!

On a less sucky side note.... Kiddo-kun you were supposed to organise a yam cha and gather everyone! What happened, oi! Kasi makan/minum free pon tak nak.

The blind cockroach killer

So last night, I went to the dining room to get a drink. All the lights were out so it was pitch black. I switched on the dining room light, and walked to the place where the jug of water is. You know bulbs take some time to start.... so it was flickering before it was on. As I was walking to the jug of water, my right foot stepped on something rather soft.

I thought it was a cookie or something that fell and no one realised. Then the lights came on and I saw this semi-squashed cockroach (I didn't like stepped hard on it... cos after I felt like I stepped on something, I lifted my legs back up) flinching a little. +_+ Eeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!! Thank god its guts were not splotched on the floor or anything but.... eeewww....

To think it's so hard to chase down a cockroach and kill it with bug spray but I killed it while blinded in a pitch black room, using my foot. In a way it's something amazing but it's disgusting at the same time. So I'm proud of my 'achivement' but my foot was probably unhappy.

/shudder

So I'm not weird/crazy....

Cos Jason Castro has TONNES of girl fans too. See? I'm not the only one who thinks he's cute and adorable XD

I know I'm cheating on this update.... but being sick gives me an excuse kinda :D

I'm in love with Jason Castro

LIKE OMG HE'S SO FREAKING CUTE!!!!!!!!!!



*swoons*

He's smile is so infectious, he's so shy too which I find VERY CUTE, and he's just so humble and so cute and makes me squeel! XD

CCCCCUUUUUUTTTTTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~!!!!!!!!!

*swoons more*

Cute American Idols XD

So this Season of American Idol has quite a few cute guys :D I've only watched the top 24 perform but there are some pretty cuuuuuute guys there XD XD XD Well there is no need for me to point out David Archuleta since I think he already has a HUGE fan base made out of young (and older) girls EVERYWHERE. But another one who I think is uber cute, would be Jason Castro. I think he's actually cuter than David =P Now most of you know long hair isn't really my thing but it looks good on him. And his eyes.... man his eyes.... *drools* Coupled with that sweeeeeet smile. Nyaaaaaa I want. +_+ I hope both of them make it through and go further so I can see more. *evil grin*

Other noted good looking people for me would be, in order of preference:

Colton Berry (Very nicely styled blonde hair which suits his face.... what's there not to love :D)
Garrett Haley (Hmm... long hair too but it suits his face, and his eyes are nice too.. kinda looks a little like Frodo?)
Jason Yeager (Maturely handsome with a nice smile =D Not bad at all... plus his son's cute as well)
Luke Menard (He looks like a more handsome version of Orlando Bloom I think... or is it just me?)
David Hernandez (Just looks neat and kinda ok)
David Cook (there's something just... attractive about him ehehehe.... though his hair looks like it's thinning at the front.... sigh kinda like me, I bet he hates it)

The others are not eye sores, they're just not cute enough to make the list LOL (although almost everyone is listed, I know)... BUT... I really dislike Danny Noriega. He thinks he's cute and all, but he's not. I know some of you might be thinking "But he's like a bishie with nice hair and girly look and the 'trend' of guys you drool over are usually skinny thin", but he's just wrong. Lol ok his hair is ok I wish I had his hair but his attitude of thinking "Oh, I'm so pretty" and the way he speaks and all... /shudders Just not my cup of tea.

I r stoopeed

So GACC happened last weekend. Before that weekend I got an SMS from some committee to ask me to be a judge for the cosplay event. Having hardly watched any anime the past 1 year and not cosplaying at all, I declined. Everything went well till the day I attended the event, last Sunday.

OMG THERE WAS A GUEST SEIYUU AND IT WAS THE VOICE ACTOR FOR KUROSAKI ICHIGO???!!!??? Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...... why didn't he tell me. Screw not watching much anime. Screw not having cosplayed for a year. I get a chance to sit beside him for crying out loud! *cries* And unlike last year's guest, he's not old! He's young and actually rather good looking! Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.............. regret..... So sad.... why..... why.... why??????????

*cries more in a corner*