Sunday, July 31, 2005

See my iMood for title

/Is sick



Fever, headache, cough, sore throat & running nose since 5 days ago.

That can't be good, right?

Just to tell my readers I am too weak to update for the time being. I shall resume blogging (a lot stuff to blog on) once I get better. Thanks for your support.

*dies*



"With sore throat I don't sing so yeah, this ain't a song lyric baybeh"

Monday, July 25, 2005

*swoons*

/Is still merajuking to her brother since 2 days ago





AAAAARRRRRGGGGGHHHHH~!!!!!

OMG why didn't I do anything? Why? Why? Why? GAHHH~!!!!

We were in the same elevator. His hair was as beautiful as ever. He was as dashing as ever. He was wearing his cool mature look with that tint of kindness. He was a drop dead gorgeous looking fellow. He makes my heart melt. We were in the same elevator.

Why did I just stare down at some documents in my hand?

AAAAARRRRRGGGGGHHHHH~!!!!!

Can anyone be anymore BODOH or not you tell me? Konon lah want to malu malu don't wanna see his face. Cis cis cis. Stupid you, you should have just said hi or something. Or smile.... smile... is smiling so hard? You do it to all the other strangers (emloyees) in the company also what? You also had small talks with them (strangers) in the lift just to pass time what? Why you cannot do it today? Why you go stupidly act so shy shy so si man so whatever. GAH~!!! Never have I met anyone stupider. And in the car on the way back you can think about him some more with his cool hair. Bukankah bebal sangat tu?

BAKA.

T_T



"I never had a dream come true, till the day that I found you. Even though I pretend that I've moved on, you'll always be my baby. I never found the words to say, you're the one I think about each day."

Sunday, July 24, 2005

Money or friends?

/Is wanting more weekends



When you have to choose between friends and money, to me, I say choosing money is just pure evil. I do. Shoot me down, hell I care. I still think people like this are sad and should be shot dead. I know I'm evil cos I curse people all the time saying they should die but like it or leave it. That's just me. Offended? Sorry. I won't change but I will apologize. So there, I really think these people are super lame and should just die. It pains me to have friends choosing money over me (and other friends) and it hurts me more that we were close.

I don't hate them.... I dislike them. And I still think by choosing money over friends, they should just die with their money.

Hmph!!


Coming posts:
- Bon Odori
- Pablo's prezzie (picture post)
- Meeting up with Terry
- Picture post of Mavalia's gifts to me (I dunno where the old pics went so needed to take pictures again)
- Z-Board



"Supiido wo yurumezuni, ima wa donna ni hanareteta. Meguri kiseki na tochuu ni mata mukaiauno darou.... mukaiauno darou"

Saturday, July 23, 2005

Busy Bee

/Is still sleepy x_x



So many things to update on... so many I forgot... gah. Exactly 10 days ago, I became old. Hahaha... well, not old lah.... older :p I still am 8 at heart XD XD

Anyhows, this year due to my work life, there is no count down celebration cos I need to sleep early!! Ah well, many calls came through and my inbox was practically bombarded with tonnes of messages. So many that due to my lack of inbox space, some messages popped in 2 days later... but the date was the correct so... ehehe... ^_^;; Remind me to empty my inbox to at least 10 spaces the day before my birthday. Was very happy seeing all the messages and picture messages and to receive those calls. I remembered Pablo being the first to call and sing Happy Birthday to me. Thanks ya... totemo ureshii desu. At that time we've not met so I just know she's a super hyper genki girl with a picture to match the voice. ^_^ Thanks to Bon Odori, I can say I know her personally now ... but that's another story (post).

Coming to the day itself, my workmates did not know it was my birthday so nothing special there. Tak kan want me to go and tell everyone, right? But I did tell one at the end of the day cos I wanted to go back and I said something like, "Sorry ah MT, tomorrow I can stay back longer... Wanna go celebrate birthday tonight". I purposely did not mention whose birthday but knowing him, he musta misheard and exclaimed, "Really? Your birthday today?" and when I nod, he shook my hand and shooed me to go home. ^_^ My first handshake. Hehehee....

So how did I celebrate that night? PIG OUT!!!!! Which I so regret the next day but hey, what the heck, right? Hahahaha.... We pigged out the next day also cos I treated my colleagues to lunch, not telling them the occasion until after I paid. Kinda scared if they know then they wanna pay instead. But too bad did not manage to go out on my birthdate itself cos one of the 3 (those I'm close to) had an urgent call suddenly so we had to cancel it at the last minute. And then there was the makan treated by Lai Ching and Raelynne as well.... and soon after a slice of cake at secret recipe... and Terry... and that's yet another post. ^_^;;

All in all, this was quite a memorable birthday for me even with not many presents (see? it's the thought that counts more than the present)... I got a few ang paos (show me the moolah baybeh), even one from my lazy brother who I assume malas wanna think about a present so he just gave me RM150 (w00t so much... happy happy) and a necklace from Lee Na. On later dates I got a photo frame from Diana and something personal from Pablo (which will be blogged later) as well. So... a huge thank you to those who wished me (be it through call or sms or via my taggie or by sending me an e-card or by posting a blog post to wish me attached with a CG ), to those who gave me ang paos, to those who gave me presents, to those who treated me. *hugs all*

Of course there are ups and downs but I just did not care about the downs.... though I'm just gonna write here. Hahahaha..... The downs has got to be where there are people who I expect to receive at least an sms but nothing came from them. It was sad knowing you spend so much buying them a gift, wishing them, etc and they don't even bother sending you that small sms which would probably cost RM0.15 max.... Sigh... I know giving is better than receiving but isn't this sad? When I thought of all the shit I did and all the effort I went through... why did I do it again? Sigh... lucky I only remembered this the next day so my birthdate was flawless. XD XD But just to make sure not everyone feels bad, no.... this only applies to one person and one person only. And most of you reading are not that one person so.... daijoubu da yo. It's not like I'm depressed or anything... was just disappointed. ^_^

On a side note.... would have prefered if my brother gave me this:



But he just said, "Use the R150 to buy it lah..." <_< Yeah... but RM150 ain't enough man. :p To defend myself before my reader think I'm greedy, I was just joking... RM150 from him is a lot and I'm very thankful. Not to mention he reloaded RM100 in my phone as well. ^_^;; RM250 is a lot... I know. Was just being demanding hahahaa.... yeah lah, cannot meh? I no boyfriend mah manja with my brother a bit loh. Got problem ka? XD

I feel I'm starting to go crazy right now... as in weird crazy... so I better stop here for now. You can guess what my next 2 posts is gonna be about if you had read all I've typed above. ^_^



"How could an angel break my heart, why didn't he catch my falling star? I wish I didn't wish so hard, maybe I'll wish their love apart. How could an angel break my heart?"

Sunday, July 10, 2005

Photo post

/Is not hungry although she skipped lunch



As promised a few posts back.... I'll have pics in my blog. So yeah, I made a promise and I intend to keep it. Though I know it's a little long overdue... sorry lah... Only managed to transfer the pics to my PC on Monday and upload it yesterday cos my internet was down mah. Anyways... don't expect something great or anything. I just wanna do this for anyone who reads and also for me. XD


Oooohh.... a present... for me? Awwwww.....costs SGD 15 if I'm not mistaken.
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Let's open it up
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Let's see what's inside.... it's pink XD
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Feels soft... like a T-shirt... wonder what can it be...
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OMG it is a T-shirt and it's freaking cute XD
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The back of the T-shirt. XD
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So you'll know who I am if you see someone wearing this T-shirt. XD



"This love has taken its toll on me, she said goodbye too many times before, and her heart is breaking in front of me, i have no choice cos I won't say goodbye anymore."

Saturday, July 09, 2005

<_<

Is filled with stuffs to do today


Stupid freaking internet was down for 4 days.

Yes, this blog post is short cos I was a freaking sad soul for those 4 days.

What I mean by sad? Well, sleeping at 10pm, waking at 7am and reaching work 1/2 hour earlier cos I just had nothing to do at home.

<_<

Damn sad sial.


"This is a story of a girl, who cried a river and drowned the whole world, and why she looked so sad in photographs, I absolutely love her when she smiles"

Sunday, July 03, 2005

Idols

Is scratching her whole body +__+ Gah


Idols.... why is this term so loosely used right now? Everything is associated to Idols right now. Why? I mean is it such a big hype that even Jobstreet has this "Be a Job Idol" thing going on? I find it rather.... overly used. If everyone is an idol, what does that make real idols like those really great people? I mean yeah there are different categories and genres of idols but I think the word just lost it's 'value' and 'class' now. Imagine given an essay topic on "Describe your idol". I know it's personal and just about anyone can be that idol of yours (I had this topic for SPM actually and I wrote about my brother) but it has to be someone you look up to. If anyone can just go to courses and be a Job Idol (example continue from Jobstree), what's so great about one 'idol' compared to another? It's only time before there are Blog Idols, Cyberspace Idols, etc. Sigh....

Speaking of blogs... a friend of mine (not gonna mention who, you know who you are) can actually tell me she frequently visits some other unknown blogger's blog (unknown meaning not knowing that person personally) rather than visiting a friend's blog like mine. T___T And she (yes, this friend is a girl) can selamba-ly ask me how's my life doing. Gah.... It's in mah blog dear. So come here more often lah. *bantai the budak*

Referring to my first line.... Lee Na and Huay Yin must be laughing their asses off right about now. >_> Yeah yeah. So I know I'm the weirdo of all weirdos. I mean it's off my control that I get itchy when I drink alcohol, right? Not that I can do anything about it. +__+ And so last night was no peaceful sleep. It was painful you hear me. Painful. But it was worth it. XD We should do that more often. ^_^ Except this time, there will not be 4 'bo ye chi' anymore. Hahahaha....



"I don't know whether to laugh or cry. I don't know whether to live or die. And it cuts like a knife. She's out of my life."

Friday, July 01, 2005

Unscheduled returns

Is recovering from a bad headache


Wow I'm back early today. Considering yesterday I left the office at 7.15pm, today's 5.40 can be considered early. XD I had a huge headache this morning, almost giving me the feeling of throwing up (which I would actually do it if it were to happen - read my previous posts) but thankfully there was lime juice. Went out for lunch just for the sake of lime juice, can you imagine. No choice. Canteen does not sell any. Anyways I'm recovering now thanks to Doris' pill (go go our pill supplier ;p ) and not feeling like throwing up thanks to my lime juice. I'm hungry though. Hahaha...

Updates on:

- Japanese guy XD XD XD *swoons* So handsome but.... T____T
- Mei Yin's last *wails* :(
- Photo posts coming~!!! Wai~! ~~\(^@^)/~~


Japanese guy XD XD XD *swoons* So handsome but.... T____T
Uuugggguuuuuu..... The Japanese guy I blogged about a few posts back came to meet Doris again. Nyaaaaa..... he's so handsome. *drools* But only got to see him like 20 seconds in total. Nyuuu... unfair. :( :( :( :( T___T And he'll be going back to Japan in 9 months time so hopefully he visits more during my training or my eyes will be deprived of some washing. *sniggers* Did I mention how handsome he is? *swoons* Too bad I found out some bad news about him. No, he's not gay or something like that. He's married actually. GAH!!!!! I tell you, life is just so unfair. Every guy I drool about it most likely married, attached or younger than me. Why can't I just get a super droolable guy who likes me? Again, I'm crapping cos no super droolable guy will ever like me cos they got better girls to use their charms on. Still, eye wash is good. XD XD XD

Mei Yin's last *wails* :(
Yesterday was Mei Yin's last day at work. T_T Having the same perangai, she was such a good friend who I really felt I've known her for at least a year (fact: I've only known her for about 2 months). We still keep in touch and would probably meet up and all but life without her in the office would be a little different. I doubt there will be much stomach-aching laughters or the name-teasing anymore. It was super fun when it lasted though. I even felt her presence today... like hearing her call me, seeing her walk pass my cubicle, hearing her laugh behind my cubicle, talking to her on the phone.... no wait. That actually happened today. XD She gave a call to us but we would not talk long. Still, we miss her. Take care Mei Yin and don't forget us. You can always ta pao for us lunch you know? :p

Photo posts coming~!!! Wai~! ~~\(^@^)/~~
I got loads of photos transfered from my camera (ehem... my dad's camera) to his PC so I'll upload them perhaps during the weekend if I'm free (need to resize also cos too big) and have some photo posts. Posting words all the time can be quite boring no? Heh, and also cos I wanna show off some stuffs and have fun photo-blogging.


Ooohh.... dinner just arrive..... (10 seconds later).... not. Dang, the stall did not open. Guess I got to go out to grab it. Chao~!

Oh, and... don't think there's any preview for the next blog post so just watch out for it. ^_^


"Like rain, tax. After lightning the thunder claps. Sooner or later it had to come true. Like rain, tax. Weeds grow up through the pavement cracks. You see what I want, what I want is you.... it had to be you..."