Nothing to do....

1. What's the time now?
- According to the pc clock, 3.13PM

2. Current status?
- On YM, I'm in lab... life status... busy

3. Are you hungry/thirsty?
- I'm thirsty everytime... just had lunch so not hungry

4. What do you feel like eating/drinking?
- Ice blended lemon drink

5. What is on your mind?
- Assignments

6. Close your eyes, what do you see?
- An image of myself

7. Right now, what is your TOP priority?
- My studies

8. What are you doing other then filling up this thing?
- Checking neXt-Boards and mail

9. Turn around! What's behind you?
- Don't have to turn to know there's a pc behind me and a guy working on it

10. What number are you thinking of?
- 3, 7, 13

11. If you are a pen, what color are you?
- Turqouise

12. If you smell something burning right now,
what is the first thing that comes to your mind?
- Someone left the gas stove on

13. Cartoon character you are thinking of?
- Kurapika-sama from Hunter x Hunter

14. Actor/Actress you are thinking of?
- Nicole Kidman

15. Singer/Group/Band you are thinking of?
- Olivia Newton John

16. Who do you want to win the American idol?
- Diana!!!!!

17. Movie you feel like watching right now?
- Van Helsing

18. Movie you feel like watching again?
- Star Wars Episode V: The Empire Strikes Back

19. Book you feel like reading again?
- Fear Street: Cataluna Chronicles

20. Where are you currently studying/working?
- Studying in MMU

21. Would you buy the same pants/shirt/top/skirt/jacket or what so ever, more than one?
- Only if they are EMiNA t-shirts

22. When is your grandmother's birthday?
- 23rd August 1929 I think

23. If you can change the weather, would it be
winter or summer?
- Winter

24. What are you thinking of right now?
- Again? I'm thinking of Clapika now

25. Would you wear used underwear above your head while walking around a shopping mall?
- Not in this life

Still bored (read previous post first)

I'm still bored with nothing to do. Arghhh...... I can't play Lineage 2 anymore cos the account has expired and I have no idea why they're rejecting my credit card number. Arghhh.... this is bad bad bad bad bad. And I have done all the things I can do but I'm still bored. So....here's another quiz I did...(all taken from Friendster...where else? :p )

-the friend who lives nearest to you-
Which is nearer? Kok Ee or Ee Lin? Hmm...

-the friend you've known longest-
Jessica from Std 1 but we hardly contact anymore...

-the friend who was your enemy before-
Can't think of any right now, and even if I did, I won't post. Unless it's an old old old friend, then it's a Malay girl from school who scolds me for no reason everyday and condamns me... I did nothing and she later somehow treated me as a friend. :)

-the friend you usually go shopping with-
Hmmm....Lai Ching, Alisa and Ee Lin

-the friend you go clubbing with-
None...never go clubbing before

-the friend you usually tell your problems to-
Ee Lin, Lai Ching, Alisa, How Zan

-the friend you usually meet for meals-
Ee Lin (basically cos we're in the same class)..but if MEET for meals, then Lai Ching and Alisa

-the friend you last met-
Alisa

-the friend you last talked to-
Alisa also ^_^

-the friend you last talked to on the phone-
Hahaha... Alisa..when she asked me to come out of my house

-the friend last you hugged-
Hmmm.... none. Hahaha...

-the friend you last went out with-
Hmmm.... Should be Lai Ching, Ee Lin, Alisa and How Zan yesterday

-the friend you last cried with-
I don't cry with any of my friends

-the friend you last said sorry to-
Ee Lin

-the friend you are thinking of right now-
Alisa (cos she just left for home)

-the friend you can't wait to see-
Lai Ching and Huwi Yin

-the friend whose presence you dearly miss-
Huwi Yin

You can tell I'm bored

Name: Lase
School: MMU
Location: Malacca
Home: Semi-D house
Working: I wish

[[[hAvE y0u eVeR..]]]

Wished you were dead?: Yes, to see the reactions of people around me
Had your heart broken?: Nope
Lied to get what you want?: Always..I'm a born liar
Loved somebody so much you'd do anything for
him/her?: Not really
Seen a movie star?: If you consider locals stars as movie stars, then yeah
Lost someOne you truly love?: There are so many... :(

[[[dO y0u..]]]

Watch romantic shows?: All the time
Cry a lot?: Most definitely
Smoke?: Never and don't intend to
Drink?: Only once in a while... I'm allergic T_T (referring to alchoholic drinks)
Drive?: Everyday
Do you drink and drive?: Yes but the amount of alcohol was like... 5% maybe.
Like anyone right now?: So many...most of my friends
Love anyone right now?: Of course (but they're either family, relatives or girl friends)
Sleep early at night?: Make that early in the morning. :p

[[[wAd d0 y0u..]]]

Feel like doing right now?: Play Lineage 2
Want in life now?: A job
Like most about yourself?: The way I used to be last time
Like to kiss?: I always kiss my pillows and soft toys
Want your ex to end up with?: A much better gal than me

[[[wat is you...]]]
Favourite colour?: turquoise, black, baby blue, pink
Favourite number?: 3, 7, 13
Favourite place to chill out?: At home
Ideal date like?: Just having fun and being ourselves
Favourite flavour?: Lemon and lime (and anything sour)

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at dis moment.

::what you::
- miss: Playing Lineage 2 (and also my baby pink pillow)
- hope: I can play Lineage 2 by tomorrow
- need: More money to buy cloth
- want: A personal tailor
- feel: Itchy
- thinkinG: No one understands me

::who you::
- miss: My grandpa and grandaunt
- want: Cosplayer friends in MMU
- need: Clapika
- have a crush on: Kurapika
- love: My family, relatives and friends

::when was the last time you::
- feel truly happy: A few days ago when I was talking to my god brother
- cried: Hmmm.... yesterday? Or was it 2 days ago?
- got angry: Last night

CuRrENtlY
::what is your/are you::
- mood: Down
- feeling: Lonely
- doing: Answering this stupid thing
- looking at: The monitor screen....duh

later
::do you think you will::
- laugh: Hopefully, when my brother comes back
- make a new friend: Not too soon but surely will sooner or later
- quarrel with someone: Definitely...most probably family member

Internetless = Lifeless

Gah..... just when I got quite something to blog about, my Internet came down on me. >_< Well, basically I can't online as often as I used to....which in one way is a good thing. I mean I spend less time online meaning I stare at the computer less..... NOT!! I start watching more anime and it just wastes my time also. Only thing is, my Neopet is going to starve for a few days...until I get my new hard disk. Sigh.... Speaking of hard disks.... wonder if there is anyone in the world patient enough to actually teach me how to reformat a hard disk so I can do that anytime I want. Nyohoho....

Well, the huge thing I wanna blog about happened on Saturday. I woke up at...believe it or not, 1.10PM!!! And after freshening up and taking my lunch and sembang with my brother for a while (and also watching him play Lineage II), I fell asleep on his bed. Muahaha...and woke up at about 4.00PM so you can see how much I slept. After I woke up, not having the net, I started watching anime and watched about 10 episodes I think... dinner, a little rest and I started playing Lineage II. And guess what? I played the game from about 9.00 PM till *creating suspense* 5.00 AM!!!! And that was also cos my dad found out I was still awake (perhaps due to the light coming out from my brother's room) and scolded me till I moved my butt out of the chair and went to bed. I enjoyed that day so much as it was so relaxing and stress free and really a time where I don't worry about much stuffs. Happy day. ^_^

And the other day, when my dad and I went for lunch at Southern Fried Chicken (if not mistaken, it would be on that same Saturday...hmmm....memory starting to fail me), I kinda asked him when will I get my own room (I've been sleeping in the same room with my mum since small, can you believe it????) and he said he'll pass it (his room - yeah, my parents somehow do not sleep in the same room) this year. And he said he'll give the room as my birthday present. Weird present, but acceptable none the less. (I'm used to getting weird presents from my family....if I ever get one that is) So, it's just a matter of time before.... muahaha... it becomes my laboratory to plan.... plannings to take over the world...muahaha.... it's Pinky and the Brain, it's Pinky and the Brain, one is a genius, the other's insane...Nyohohoho....Narf!

Anyways, before I get any crazier, I wanna shout out that I got a bag of Friendship candy today. It's actually some candy, wrapped nicely and put into a box where they're selling it at CLC for Friendship Week. And I got one...hohoho... it actually costs RM2.50 and I got them for free. Inside is...well, a Chupa Chups (wanted Cola but I got Strawberry), 3 Choco Eclairs and a few pieces of Cadbury Milk Chocolate (those mini ones). And I'm so happy receiving it today. Hahaha... *hint* *hint* I want more. :p But how I got it is not a happy thing to write about so I'll leave it for you to figure (and NO, I was not that desperate to buy it for myself). :p Thought of getting some for some friends but.... I'm not sure when to give so... we'll see. Kekeke...

Guess this post is kinda long....something I've not done for a very long time (and I tak perasan it also) until Lai Ching told me. So, now I'm back to blogging like mad (but not often...posts wil be long but not often cos of stupid Internet) so bear with me. Nyohoho... and don't forget to tag, nya~!

Trapped

I feel that nowadays, before I do anything or say anything, I have to really really think about what I say and also the consequences because acting my normal self would really make people uneasy. People tend to look at me differently if I were to say stuffs to people I'm close to in a less polite manner. I feel very trapped and very....uneasy with things they are now. I don't feel like I'm living my life. I feel like I'm stuck in another person's body actually. And I got influenced by certain people and I find myself getting more and more irritating every minute. And there are so many complains coming into me also which made me wish for time to just stop for a day..... and allow me to recollect myself in those 24 hours. Tension.....

And I told myself this morning that I will not go out as much anymore and stay home more often instead. I just feel so restless and lazy and in no mood to go out sometimes. I know I'll have fun if I go out but a part of me wanted to stay home. Decisions, decisions. Aih.... And my plan to head to the library every day has not commenced yet. Hope to start going next week but... I somehow think I can't. Uuuggguuuuuuuu......

And reading Masami's latest post was really cool. To hell with those people who read your blog, dear. Just say what you think is right. ^_^ Sometimes I envy her for being able to speak up anytime she wants and stands her ground. What can I say? I'm a weakling....nyehahaa...and she's bondage queen. :D

Still same view....

No matter how I look at things, I still think that a lot of people treat me more as a 'guy' then as a girl. I mean....like I'm not respected as a girl or that I'm not a girl in their eyes. Sometimes I wonder why... is it because I don't have enough feminity in me? Is it because of my looks? Is it cos I side guys more often? Or is it just cos everyone thinks I have no sensitive girly side? Hahaha.... for so long I've been pondering this question and I can hardly get a definite answer still. ^_^ I'll let time reveal the answer....or perhaps my boyfriend would be able to make me feel that way. =)

As stated in earlier posts.... I was to blog on something related to guys, right? Well.....it's more of a question kinda thing. Do guys change as they grow up? I mean like....in general. Cos nowadays (no offence to any guy reading this), I can hardly find a guy who is.... *I have no idea what adjective to put here* I mean like... I met one in Form 4 and none after that. Is it cos as times change and as everyone grow older, they do not 'fulfill' *the thing that I have no idea what adjective to put*? Or is it cos as I grow older, those things (dunno what adjective thing) I see in a guy just changed. Or is it that there was only ONE guy who actually had the thing (insert an adjective dammit!!) and none after that. Nyaaaa....thinking about this is so the difficult and I doubt I can find an answer also. Nyehahaa.... guess I got to look harder... aih...

Oh, and by the way, I found out a real solid reason for me to have a boyfriend.... but I cannot remember it now. Cis... must be old liao. >_<

Crying is relieving....

Hah! Guess what? I created a personal record no one can beat. Huha...I cried 3 times...yes, not once, not twice, THRICE!!! And it's only in the matter of 1 hour. Cekap or not? Hahaha... Time frame between 11.00PM till 12.00PM. Huhuhuh... wanna say I tak bangga, got quite bangga I cried so much. :p I want my boyfriend now more then ever..... >_<

Nyaaaaaa.....

Nyaaaa.....I've not been blogging since the beginning of time....hahaha... that's a little exaggerating but who cares? I'm been so damn busy the past week and it's not getting any less busy. Arghh.... and I have hardly the time to go online, what more to post here. >_< I don't want my blog to die.... How nice if I can just do kage bunshin no jutsu and create multiple Lase's to go around running around doing stuff. One sewing my costume, one making my props, one doing all my stuff online, one studying, one working out, one going out with friends and maybe another cleaning my room or help me organise my stuffs. Ooohhh...and nice to have another extra one to organise my cds which are still piling. Hohoho....now that I'm into the mood, can't stop thinking...one more to work (but having 2 or 3 working also don't prove a problem since I'll be getting moo-nah) and another to help my mum with whatever she want done. Ahh.....it's nice to imagine stuffs. I'm an imaginer (don't think there is such a word but you get what I mean) since last time and still am....and would most probably remain one in the future. Nyoohohoho....

Supposed to write something about guys nowadays and all but I'll save it for later....busy bee got to flyyyy..... :p

What's my Japanese name?

Took this thingie I found somewhere and these are my Japanese names...

Full name - Seizaburo Yukihime (nyaaaaa..... snow princess nyooo~)
First 2 names - Gorobei Katayama (cacatnyeeee)
Last 3 names - Akira Mitsui
First name - Shichiroji Kawazu
Surname - Kazuko Kumagai
Legolase - Kyuzo Chiaki
Lase - Inokichi Mitsui
Lego - Setsuko Kurosawa

If I can mix and match....me will love Setsuko Yukihime. Hehehe... ^_^ You can really see I got nothing better to do. :p

Nothing much

There was nothing much to blog about....or maybe it's just cos I'm being too lazy :p So there were no updates. Aih.... and tomorrow, the new academic year will start. Aih... feel like going but also feel so malas wanna drag my carcass out of bed in the early morning. And just found a good news.... my 8 am class tomorrow is cancelled. Woohoo. Kekeke... and also Thursday's 8 am class. Ahhh.... this is a sign telling me that I'm not fit to study too early in the morning. ^_^ Guess Lai Ching will be going to campus to study alone.... hahaha... I feel so evil. This also means that I do not have any classes tomorrow since the rest are tutorials. \\(^_^)// Huwi Yin's off to her industrial training already so I'm gonna miss her for 4 months. Hahaha... promised to visit here there at least once though. And me will go. Then go to Sungei Wang and shop. :D Oh, and since GEEX is most likely to be cancelled, I have much more time to prepare my costume (though I still have yet to figure out what character to cosplay during the club registration week) for other events.

Currently spending a lot of time online....but not chatting or surfing....but playing an online game my brother just registered. ^_^ A little repetitive but not that bad (can't beat normal PC games though) and since my bro's paying to play it, might as well use it to the max. Hohohoh....