Who's a big gal now? ^_^

Who but the ever genki and spammer of spammers, PABLO!!! Woohoo~! Someone's old.... errr.... wiser now. :p Anyways, no points guessing who told me your birth date. Glad your Internet connection's back (I know how it feels for it to be down, been there plenty of times) so here's wishing more spams from you and more genkiness.

Since we can't meet, here's a virtual present for you. :) Your very own wallpaper... well, kind of. Let's call it my hand made (so to speak) virtual birthday card for you. :) Click for full size, hope you like it.






Worked on this since yesterday so, guess I hit the bullseye considering your latest blog post with the wish list does mention bishies and candy. XD Oh, the doggie's cos of your blog. Woof~!

Somebody's old..... :p

Kekeke.... a HUGE Happy Birthday shout out to Wei Kuei somewhere in KL right now..... though I'm not sure she knows my blog exists. Hahaha... anyways, if you do see this Wei Kuei, a blessed birthday to you and may all yor wishes and dreams come true. Kahwin don't forget to call me know. XD Don't forget to call me when you get back so we can eat mee hoon kueh. Hehehe.... Stay cute forever and ever. *muacks* Oh and.... you'll always be older than me :p (yeah, but look younger +_+ )

Wanted to put her picture here but.... since I did not get permission, we'll leave it as that lah. Hahaha... so those who know her know lah. Those who don't may find this entry to be utmost useless and boring to the max. But who cares? Not me. :p Mah blog, mah wishes, mah entries. Live with it.

/wonders what's with her wierd mood today

"I give my all to have just one more night with you, I'd risk my life to feel your body next to mine"

MC = GAH!!!!

GAH!!!! I know I wrote in my Lego-Taggie that I'll only be updating this weekend but I'm here updating now. And ohh.... look at the time... 10.12am according to my PC clock. Nice... this is when people are actually at work. And why am I here? *points up* Sick Leave. BAH!!! This is so sad. Not to mention embarassing. Only 2 1/2 weeks of working and I took an MC today. Well, not that I want to take. Here's the story:

Yesterday, I had running nose so as usual, my eyes start flooding and they're red as well. And I told my colleagues it's nothing actually and not infectious. It usually goes off once the running nose stops but yesterday it continued all the way till I get back. Then it got better I think (did not look in the mirror) though my eyes were tired. Went to sleep early.

This morning I woke up and my right eye was itching. Looked in the mirror and saw my eyes a little red. Put some eye drops, headed to work. At work, my colleagues noticed again that I had red eyes and forced me to go see the doctor (in the plant itself). There I was and he told me I should leave so as not to infect others. GWEH~!!!! NNNOOOOOOoooooooo..... Sigh... so I left and now I'm back home.

This sucks.

Walk away... Don't turn around cos you may see me cry. Walk away... Don't turn around don't even say goodbye.

Friday da 13th

Yeap, it's Friday the 13th and yours truly here did not even know today was Friday (until this morning when she woke up for work), nor did she know today was the 13th, until she started working since she had to deal with figures and dates. +_+ I'm so not alert LOL.

Anyways, speaking of Friday the 13th....

13 is like one of my favourite numbers and Friday is the 3rd best day of the week (after Saturday and Sunday) cos it brings the weekends. So why is it bad? Heh... wonder which year will my birthday fall on Friday the 13th. >:) Would be pretty cool, no?

Anyways, work is ok except I made a mistake on Wednesday and I was so sad when I found out about it yesterday. And due to this, the amount of trust my colleagues put on me dropped. T_T So sad. Too sad I wanted to cry. Although I'm gaining back their trust, it's still painful that I made that mistake. Sigh.... How was I supposed to know when no one tells me? To me, I just assumed papers clipped together are related to each other. How the heck should I know I have to detach the staple and restaple the papers? Sigh... so so sad. So sad. Sad sad sad. *wails*

My butt seems to be numb suddenly so I'll stop. +_+ (what a sentence lol)

"Nothing lasts forever, but, you can try... look around you, everything you see, everyone you know is gonna.... shine."

New implementation

Heh... implementing something on my blog and hopefully I remember to do it eveytime. It's nothing much to shout about. Just that from this post onwards, I shall end each blog post with a verse or what's playing in my head. Basically what I'm singing in my mind lah. As a closing of the post kinda thing.

Anyways, now that that's over with.... I've finally got work today. Yippee~! Why? Cos the US auditors have all gone back so the office people are less busy now so they can focus on me and give me work to do. So yeah, I did loads of stuff today. 2 main points though. Inventory checking and matching receipts.

Basically the inventory checking required me to head down to the production line where I had to wear a smock and some shoes which are so uncomfortable. Oh, and also earplugs. The shoes gave me blisters and my feet were practically sweating in there. Yuck. Spent about 2 hours down at production just to check the assets and bear with the noise and all. But it was cool seeing all those machines and doing some work. XD Oh, and a really happy note is that I met my old workmate (Kak Nadiah) who I've not seen for like 2 or 3 years. And she looks the same and and ... well, we kinda talked for a while so... kekeke... means I kinda ponteng a little on my work. So long never meet woh. Surely will talk a lot loh. And I got a hug from her as well. XD Hope we can meet more often and go for lunch or something. Oh, by the way... she was the person my brother and I worked with when I was still like Standard 5 or 6 I think. Ah... the memories we had when we were working.

Well, enough with that. Another thing I did was receipt matching which involves PO, invoice, DO, quantity and some other crap not worth mentioning here else everyone will go blur. Basically, what's important is that I had work to do. All thanks to Min Thick cos he was the one giving me all those work. Thanks so much Min Thick. Love you. *muacks*

/runs away before his wife sees me
/giggle

And hence, I go out of topic to point out that yes, I do use the words "love you" often cos really, I do. I mean I love my parents, I love my stupid irritating idiotic bloody useless brother of mine, I love my godbrothers (especially my precious Jin), I love my friends, my colleagues, etc. So no... it's not weird saying I love someone cos well, live with it. That's me. Take that too seriously and... well, too bad for you. I'm not that evil to want to steal someone from his wife lah. Besides, as if I am even capable of stealing. Heh, no doubt he is rather.... kinda... a little good looking. XD

/prays none of her colleagues stumbles upon this blog

Ah well, I guess that's all for now. 30 minutes before I doze of to la-la land (god knows who came up with that name... I got it from my brother +_+ ).

"I know it's all about you, all about me, working it out, yeah, that's what it's all, it's all about"

Happy Mother's Day

Yeah, well if you don't know by now.... it's Mother's Day today and I found out about it just on Friday evening on my way back from work cos they were giving out free Mother's Day CDs on the radio. ARGH~!!!! I can't believe I forgot about it. And guess what? My brother said he knew and did not tell me. And guess what again? He actually went to KL for a conference and bought some Famous Amos biscuits for my mum and gave her supposedly for Mother's Day since he wrote a note there "Happy Mummy's Day" And when I asked him about it, he said it was ONLY from him. AGRH #@#%$@#@@$!!!!!! Every birthday I'm the one who thinks of present and I ALWAYS ask him whether he wants to share. And this is what he does. GRRRR!!!!! I shall not share this year's birthday presents to my parents with him. He can find his own for all I care. And the worst part was, when I asked him why he did not share, he said that "Aiyoh, tonight's dinner we share and paying, right?" WTF!!!! If wanna share mah all share lah. You share the dinner, then you give extra. Damn you you bloody selfish bastard. Grrr.... I'm seriously pissed at him right now for this and I shall not forgive him for doing this. It's always like this. Everytime he just takes advantage of me and I keep quiet. Every single time I'm so nice to him but he treats me like SHIT. To hell with him from now on. He can die and rot for all I care. I don't want to give a damn anymore. I need a boyfriend now so I can redirect all this loving to another guy instead of the stupid one at home. Grrrr.....

On a side note, I pigged out today. +_+ Gah I feel so guilty. I practically ate non stop the whole of today. This is so not good. Hahaha... need to double my damn workout. Sigh.... And there's work tomorrow. Hope they got some stuff for me to do. Leave me bored and I'll DIE~!!!! T_T Gweh, I couldn't find my sewing stuffs which I bought some time ago so I did not really do any cosplay related activities during the weekend. Gah and Karnival Mesra is only 4 weeks away. Hope I can finish them in time. Sigh... where did they disappear to? This is why I so hate cleaning my room. I can never find where the "arranged" items are. +_+

Another boring day...

...and I almost slept during work. +_+

OK so I did not really have any work given to me today so it sucks to the max. I ended up learning my hiragana and katakana so I can write faster and read faster when there arise the need to.

Anyways, I started off the morning with totally nothing to do and my temporary supervisor is not at her desk. So I just sit there doing totally nothing. Sigh... and then she appeared out of no where and passed me some financial policies of the company for me to read since she has no work for me. And there I sat... reading those policies. Lots of procedures, learnt of some forms needed to do certain things, learnt about how the company depreciates its assets, etc. Yeah, I felt like I was learning for my finals or something. And yes.... learning (more like reading) is not my cup of tea so I almost fell asleep. Then came breakfast break. Phew.... went and have my breakfast and back to "studying". Sigh... it's so boring.

Of course a while after that I was told to head to HR to get some smocks cos she's gonna bring an auditor to the production line later and she wants me to follow. Yay. At least it beats sitting there reading. So in a while, we were off to the production line. Man was that interesting (and I'm not being sarcastic here). I got to see how the chips were made and there were so many machines and this really interests me a lot. There was one machine where I just stood there watching it operate for like 2 minutes. Just staring. Until she called me cos we needed to move on. Of course it was not only fun and games for me. I did help out a little since the auditor needed to verify certain assets so I helped look for them. Still... I wanna go there again. It's so fun seeing those machines work.

Speaking of machines... I don't think I told anyone this before but I can somehow relate to one. Yeah, my brother also called me a machine once before and I don't deny it. Why you ask? Well, it's like... for the same task to be performed again and again, I can just be "programmed" to do it over and over and over again like that. Three examples:

i) I was taking odd jobs where I need to fold boxes up (stupid job but what the heck) and I did that continuously for like 3 hours till I'm done. The same pattern, the same style.

ii) Making those small pohpiah with chicken/pork floss. I actually sat there from 2pm till 6.30pm rolling and rolling and rolling and rolling till I'm done. +_+ Now I know why they cost so much in stores. Workmanship.

iii) Gaming. XD Well, back then before WoW, I was on Lineage II everyday and well... to kill monsters, I actually came up with some formulaes (I was playing a mage) on what spells to cast and the timing and all. So it went something like this - 1 blaze, 1 blaze, 1 aura to kill a bat; 1 blaze, 1 ice, 1 aura, 3 hits to kill a wyrm. And could just repeat and repeat and repeat and repeat. Almost as though I'm a bot doing some farming. LOL.

So there.... of course I was not called a machine in the first 2 incidents but my brother called me on during scene iii. Funny thing is I still agree and I guess this is a part of me. I accept it fully of course, don't even hate it. Guess it can be a good or bad point, depending on where you're looking from.

... machines can love too, right? XD Kidding.

Totally opposites

I just checked my exam results today for the grades and I seriously want to SCREAM~!!!!! The subject I studied the most for (and from textbook mind you) and concentrated like hell.... was the worst marks among them all. +_+ Damn shitty. All those which I don't have confidence to get A, I got As for them. Those which I'm seriously expecting an A (cos I can do all the damn bloody questions and my mid term was high and my project was high), I got a damn B+

ARGH~!!!!!!! You have GOT to be kidding me. And no, I'm not paying RM50 just to get them remarked. But I AM going to see my lecturer with a disappointed face and tell him somehow my finals screwed up when I was confident on my answers. Damn damn damn damn damn. This is so sucky. I feel so shitty. The two subjects I'm eyeing on to get an A, I got B+ for both. And the one where I hardly study and never paid attention in class and kinda disliked the lecturer, I got an A- w(m_m)w I don't know what to feel. Sigh...... sigh.... SIGH....

Oh, and work today sucks because it is FREAKING BORING. It is ok if I feel bored doing something. But today there was hardly ANY work for me and it killed me. Here you have a workaholic and you don't make use of her and give her some stuffs to do. They had better prepare some work for me tomorrow else next week I'm bringing my costume to sew there. XD

StreamyX_X

T_T My StreamyX died last Friday. OMG of all days~!!!!!!! It can't have chosen a better day than to go down on Friday. Why Friday? Why? Why? Is this my punishment or something? T_T T_T It can go down for a week starting Monday for all I care. As long it was not Friday. Sigh....

Been wondering why I'm so upset? Well, the main point would be me losing my chance of getting new weapons and armour for free. You see, Lineage II was celebrating it's anniversary and there was that chance that I would be able to get myself a new pair of clothes and a new weapon also (since I've been saving to get them anyways) but noooooo.... StreamyX has got to die on Friday. And what more, it lasted till today. And the contest ended on Monday. Sheesh man. Bye bye free weapon. Bye bye free armour. GAH~!!!! I'm still freaking pissed at this incident. Imagine 5 days without Streamyx. 5 BLOODY DAYS FOR CRYING OUT LOUD~!!!!

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On a side note, I started my training and... yeah, I'm a workaholic so I'm enjoying it. It's a little boring but it beats studying. Heh, I even stayed back an extra 1.5 hours today to help my colleague even when I did not have to. Can I just marry someone rich and eat and sleep everyday at home? LOL. Guess my dreams to remain lazy for the rest of my life will never come true, ne? :p Ah well, people can always dream...

On another side note, CosMas is cancelled so I'm just gonna concentrate on attending Karnival Mesra Melaka next month.... which I'm far from prepared. Gah~! Can I like bring my props and do it during work? Kekeke....