My day....

Wahhh....today I feel so guilty towards Lai Ching cos I was supposed to 'lepak' at her house from about 3pm to 5pm but instead I went there from abotu 2.30pm till 6.30pm. >_< Nyyaaaa..... double the time I was supposed to be there. Sorry sorry sorry Lai Ching. Why did I go there? Kekekek.... to 'lepak' and also to check out some costumes for future potential characters to cosplay (from games) and I kinda found about 5 potential ones but might be only pursuing 2 or 3 only. ^_^

I went to school (yes, my secondary school) from 10.30am till 2.30pm to visit my friend and also help her out with her work (I've worked there before so I basically know what to do). Also, we chatted a lot (almost a year of catching up to do) and she asked for some advice from me also (aih..resume my counsellor/consultant job ^_^ ~ureshi~). Anyhow the 'reunion' was nice and also, a lot of teachers were shocked to see me there and the normal question I get would be "Finish your studies already ah?", or "How many more years ah?" or "Holidays now?"..... Oh, and the number of compliments I got were aplenty also. I seriously think nothing has changed with me but.... *perasan mode* About 50% of the teachers I met there said I slimmed down. \\(^.^)// My friend was the first to say and I was shocked...then the teachers started saying that and I was O.O to the max. ^_^ But happy about it also lah... :p

Me shall end this post in a happy and perasan mode.... =)

Coins

Wahhh...today my mum asked my brother whether he has coins or not and he said yes so my mum asked him to pass to her cos there was a vendor in the morning market who said he don't mind if there are some coins. So.... I said I have also but mine is divided into 1 & 5 cents, 10 cents, 20 cents and 50 cents. My mum said 'anything' so I did the counting and wrapping of the coins. Turns out I have about RM80 of coins wrapped up in the end and my brother's RM10 is there as well. Still kept a little bit more in my coin boxes (no need to give everything, right?) and my mum was shocked I had so much. Then the told me that it might be too much for the vendor so I only gave her RM40 instead. The balance of RM50 I guess I'll change with my friend at the bookshop I worked before. Yay! I'm gonna have money to spend already. And this is all thanks to all those people who dunno what to buy for my birthday last time and ended up giving me piggy banks for my birthday. (I got 3 tabungs on my 18th birthday >_< ) And that money will be kept nicely for rainy days. Yay!

Friendster stuff

There are so many surveys on those "About yourself" things and I only answered and posted one on the bulletin board and since I said that would be the first and last, it will. And since this kinda got my attention, I'll just post this here instead. Might post some other quizzes in my other blog. ^_^ Here goes...

"What I want in a partner"...

Hair color?
Preferably black if he's a Malaysian (Blonde westerners are fine though ^_^ )

Eye color?
Normal colour.... as long as it suits his face

Nice figure?
Doesn't matter to me whether 6 pax or 1 pax :p

Hairstyle?
Very important for me that his hair suites his face

Glasses?
Does not matter

Piercings?
Not one...no matter where

Straight teeth, gap, or braces?
Doesn't matter as long as not teethless

Smells?
As long as not like a garbage can

Punk/jock/emo/sex/goth?
I have no idea how to answer this question....

Funny or serious?
Usually serious but needs to know how to loosen up also

Party or stay at home?
Preferably someone who stays at home

Should he/she have a best friend?
As long as they're not gay partners....I don't wanna share :p

Should he/she have a lot of gal/boy friends?
Have as many girl friends as you want as long as there's only ONE girlfriend.

Outgoing or shy?
A little outgoing but also know how to be shy.

Sarcastic or sincere?
Sincere of course....but sarcastic once in a while is ok. ^_^

Could he/she watch porn flicks?
Normal for guys I guess..... but not watching is even better. :)

Would he/she be a smoker?
Definitely..... NOT!!!!

Would he/she drink?
As long as he's not a heavy drinker

Could he/she swear?
All swears are ok except for 'f***' is said when I'm around (ocassionally it's accepted)

Must he/she pay for dates?
It is not a must. I can pay as well. We can go Dutch. It's not a big problem.

Could he/she kiss on the first date?
No chance in hell.

Where would you go to dinner?
Somewhere not that expensive....average or cheap is ok.

Would u give him/her gifts?
If I find something nice to give, I'll just give if I feel like it. ^_^

Must he/she lay under the stars with you?
Nope...it's not a must but if lay then lay lah...I don't mind.

Must he/she write poetry about you?
Not a must....but if got then very sweet also.

Could he/she call you sweetie, dear or baby?
Hmmmm.....maybe once in a while.....I still prefer my name most of the times

Must he/she hang out with you and YOUR friends?
It's not a must...but I prefer if he knows my friends also =)

Would you hang out with him/her and his/her friends?
Sure thing....not a problem unless he does not want me to.

Must he/she play sports?
It does not change anything whether he plays or not.

Must he/she play instrument?
Same as above.

Must he/she clean your room?
NOOOO~! He's my boyfriend....not my maid. >_<

Must he/she paint, draw, sculpt?
It'll be nice if he can but I don't see this as a criteria to decide either.

Must he/she sing for you?
It's not a must. But a duet sounds nice when we're alone. ^_^

Could he/she hold your hands?
Why not? But I got sweaty palms. :(

How often would you see her/him?
It doesn't matter as long as he's not cheating on me

Say I love you?
If he wants to. I don't mind if he does not.


Hahahaha...so there you have it. What Legolase wants in her partner....if possible. :p

The Shiens

Shien Long and Shien Chuin came down from KL yesterday and we went out for some ice kacang at Amote. Second time meeting Shien Chuin but this time, I think that he was friendlier (considering he hardly talked when we met the firs time ~ when he sent us to Pudu) and as usual, Shien Long was teasing me up down left right. Something weird though.....they said Malaccans have a slang when talking in English....and that's how they differentiate Malaccans. And if you're a Peranakan, they can tell easier also. Hmm...I thought it was BM instead of English. Oh well.....back to the Shiens.... They do not look like twins to me anymore though. Hahhaha... well, previously they did look more alike but now it's even easier to tell them apart. All in all, they're quite fun and kinda have the same aura around them. Glad to meet them and hope they visit us in Melaka more often. :p

Girl + BBQ

Ok..... I'm a gal. :p I don't want to type the reason here cos certain people who reads this blog will roughly know what I'm talking about and those who are involved who read will also. So, better not to avoid any unwanted thoughts. Now I'm thinking myself as a girl who knows much on the stupid genes of the opposite sex which makes them so egoistic (sp?), self-centred, useless, etc. The only time they are nice to you is when they have no one else around them or nothing else to do (no stuff around them to keep them occupied) or when they get a girlfriend....then they'll be nice to their girlfriend. I see this almost everyday, experience it and have a live specimen in my very own house.

Guess I did not blog that I was going to have a BBQ earlier (I did it in my other blog.... :p) so I'll just post about the results of the BBQ. Basically it's a small one we did at Lai Ching's place. We had chicken wings, sausages, chicken balls, meatballs, wan tan and pudding. I went at 5.30 PM and reached home at 1.20 AM feeling tired and disappointed. Watched American Idol and For Love or Money 2 (I hate Chad) and then went to bed at 3.30 AM. >_< My mum will kill me if she found out I slept so late.

Guy? Girl?

Am I a guy trapped in a girl's body? On my way to have lunch with my dad earlier.... I thought about this. Why? Don't ask me. But when I look at certain points.... somehow it is half true. >_< Ee Lin always said I always...or almost always side on guys when there are any problems involving guy and girl. Then I started thinking more.... sometimes I feel that how I treat my friends are more from a guy's perspective also. And there's the fact that I was such a tomboy when I was small. And growing up with my brother as my biggest influence, you can guess how I know quite a lot about guys (perhaps that's the reason why I side on them too much). And something popped in my mind when I was in the car also..... I never seem to get PMS (not Malaysian Studies or Pre-Marital Sex) I think.... hahaha... wonder why? Are my hormones stabil or not? >_< And don't ask me why I suddenly typed about this. I myself have no idea. Hahahaha....

X-Men Quiz

Hehehe....nothing better to do so I did another quiz. I wanna get Rogue!!!! And then be (somebody I'm not sure I can mention her name or not)'s twin. ^_^

You are Storm of the X-men!

You are strong and sweet at the same time you have
self control and have a very nurturing nature
about you. You make friends easily but keep
your enemies even closer.


Which of the X-men do you resemble most?
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Stupid connection

Argghhhh..... I have no idea what went wrong with my Internet the past few days but I knew that I could not even finish downloading 1...1....1...1...1 fricking anime episode in 3 days. Mainly cos it's always upload and download 0kbps. Now seems a little better but I wonder how long will this keep up. And I'm waiting for Jin to be back on 1st May so I can get a new HDD and he can help me install everything. (So susah if you don't know how to set up a pc >_< ) Anyhow going to watch Super Sapiens with Lai Ching and How Zan.... and I don't have to drive. Yay!!! Poor How Zan got a Squall-like scar but it was shorter. ^_^ (he got it from Redang) And Lai Ching has been really really naughty and also a little..... >_< the past few days. On phone...in real life... cis.... jahat punya budak. :p Jaga you...one day I kenakan you back then you know. =)

JLPT exam

Nyaaaa....I so totally forgot to blog about this... when it should actually be blogged like... ummm... a last month. Nyo~! Anyways, I passed my Japanese Language Proficiency Test (JLPT) and I'm happy about it. Yay! (Lase to self: kinda late to get excited, no? >_< ) A huge thank you to all who have supported me and wishing me good luck and all. Arigatou gozaimasu, minna. I kinda forgot my score but it was somewhere about 342/400 if I'm not mistaken. Huhuhuhuhu.... I'm kinda proud of my listening cos I got 97/100 (If I remember correctly) and my vocabulary (including kanji) got 94/100. Yatta! I'm so happy my hard work paid off and.... I so regret not taking level 3. But time just does not allow me to do so. Perhaps I'll consider taking Level 3 after graduating. ^_^

Little godbrothers

Forgot to post this in my previous post so I thought I'll just split it up instead of editing the previous one. Me little godbrothers are Jin and Hong Aun and they are very special in me life. ^_^ Jin is sometimes blur and a little bit of a baka but he's all nice and kinda like.... me. =) Certain personality we certainly do share and if he's not busy, he can be a hell of a lovely godbro and I want to tell everyone that. ^_^ Do not bully my godbro or else you'll face the old makcik with the big mouth. >_< Hong Aun is.... is..... Missed soooooo much cos he's in Cyber now and I dunno whether he's eating well or having enough sleep or anything. :( But he's got someone taking care of him so I'm a little at ease. Still miss him so much. :p Though I can't recall exactly how they became my godbrothers.... I'm glad they are and... they always call me "Lego jie jie" which I find kinda cute. =^.^= Nyaaaa.... dunno why me suddenly post about this but me felt like it so me just post. Nyo~!

Me luvs Jin + Naruto

Nyaaa~! Jin is the best nyo~! Me luvs Jin very the muchie. ^_^ My little godbrother who made my f***ed up life a lot better and gave me the latest episode of Naruto!!!!! 68, right? Ano..forgot the episode but it's the latest as far as I know. Kyyyyaaaa.... I want the next episode!!! Faster go and release... I'm dyring here. >_< Not posting any spoilers so rest assured... (I'm not like Thye Shin to spoil anime episodes to pitiful people like me) So me is kinda back and bubbly..kekeke... and posting some weird stuff here. Hohohooo.... not going to get my pc so soon but will still be getting it with my own sweat and blood (kinda exegerrating there.... it Is my work money). And Jin helped with the specs and all so.... I'm hoping it will be a great PC. Huhuhuh... with such a budget, only managed to get a Pentium 4 2.8Ghz 1MB cache (I wanted the 3.2Ghz but I'm broke >_< ). Me will post the full specs once me got me new pc....but you guys will have to wait at least a month or so (planned to get it by the end of this week actually but.... something made me change my mind). Catch you guys later in my taggie, ya? Don't forget to post you lazy bums. :p

The Sucky Life Continues

ARGH!!!!! My life's so sucky and hopefully by next week, it will improve a little....at least a little is fine. >_< Life in KL (though it was only 2 days) was so much fun. I did not mind the walking, I did not mind the money spent, heck I did not mind the company. Even if my primary objective was a little..... disappointing when I reached the target, I completed the mission with a smile anyhow. And to greet me after my trip was more disappointment, more anger, more hatred, more bad vibes and a f***ed up life. So I'm back being stuck here without my Seiya of course. The worst is yet to come. My mum asked me to move out and live in KL and I was fine with that....even though I do not like KL one bit (no offence to KL people). Only thing keeping me sane was TV and also my cosplay stuffs I did. Finished 1/10 of the headpiece for Edea. Bought the materials for the golden gate thingie but have yet to start working on it thanks to me cleverness of throwing away all my measurements I did for the golden gate thing. >_< Now I'll need to get another copy printed so I can start measuring from scratch again. Life is so unfair most of the time...and the times it was being fair, it was either only for a short while, or it had some bad consequences. Being here does not help...what with the sucky line and the cold room and the sucky atmosphere and the sucky heat outside. Only consolation is that I can go to the pasar malam later to get a nice cold soya bean milk. And the good thing that happened today was that I got a reimbursement for all the money spent for EMiNA back from STAD. Oohhh.... reminds me of the many debtors I have who have yet to settle their debts... either cos they forgot or because I'm too soft to inform them that they actually owe me money.... >_< Life sucks and I suck. And the suckier I get, the bitchier I get here so there. Live with it or get the hell out of here.

F***ED UP LIFE!!!

*warning: this post contains a lot of anger*
*those with heart problems are advice not to continue reading*

ARRGGHHHH!!!!!!!! F*** the world lah. There can be no better day then a day when everyone is against you for something you did not do. And what more, someone totally blur about an issue just SAMPUK and go with the herd also. What the crap am I living through lah. Shitz lah wei. I wanna start working and earn a lot of money and marry a rich, decent guy (not that I don't like my hunny at all) and live happily ever after.... somewhere maybe in Japan and I'll be glued to my seat in my room all day in front of my PC downloading and chatting and surfing. And I'll even chat with my husband online. And we won't have kids cos we never did anything at night cos we're too busy watching anime and downloading them. And I'll be busy playing original games I bought with my own bloody money. And I'll have fun wearing yukata anytime I like. And speaking proper English there like I'm so great. And having fun playing with snow till I get bored then I'll go back to my room. I'll work online and get money banked into my account by the digits every single day and I'll live happily with only my husband to cuddle. And I want my husband to be a super star who can sing, act, make jokes and is only loyal to me for the rest of my life (he can marry again after I die for all I care). And I want his name to be Seiya and I'll attend all his concerts and make every single girl-fan of his jealous cos he's married to me. And I'll have him warm me up on cold nights...hugging me till I fall asleep and he falls asleep too beside me. We'll wake up and eat breakfast and then head to our rooms. I'll still not learn how to enjoy sushi so I'll end up eating Western food or my own cooked bleh food. And I'll have many soft toys to cuddle with when I watch anime. Those that can soak up water well so I don't need tissues when I cry. And Seiya will bring me out on lovely dates and places and we'll have some romantic dinner with glorious food and not much whiny children around. And I'll be so happy that I don't mind living isolated from the world and society and just be with Seiya all my life. We don't need a maid mainly cos we don't buy much garbage anymore and out house will be so big that we can always forfeit one room per year to store garbage. And then after 5 years we hire about 10 workers to help us clear the whole house.

But dreams are so damn far away and my Seiya is not real!!!! I want to hold him and hear all those lovely words he says and... and.... *cries* My life's all f***ed up. Screw the world for now.... gimmeh a life worth living.

*This post is done by a totally lunatic girl who is not herself today and maybe for the next few days*
*And this girl does not really wanna talk about the cause of her f***ed up life as it will make her more angry than she should be*
*looks at steam coming emitted from body due to extensive body heat in an air cond room*

Apologies & Cosplay

Well, apologies to Traxx for the previous post. Guessed I might have just lashed out a little too much on that poor soul. Still wondering why he called when he knew I had exam though. =_=??

And I saw this picture online and.... nyyyaaaaaa.... I love the colours of the outfits. Especially the cyan one. Wanna make it but.... nyooo... I'm not cute enough. Anyways, he's the pic:



And I still wanna marry Seiya-kun!!!!! Come on you subconcious mind.... gimme a nice dream of Seiya-kun. *lovey dovey mode*

Traxx no BAKA!!!

Wondering what the titles means, ne? Well, in short, Traxx is the nickname of my friend and 'baka' means 'idiot' in Japanese.

Here's the story....

I have a paper yesterday - Taxation I and my paper was from 3pm to 6pm. And then, somewhere between 3pm to 3.30pm, this smart fella here called my handphone. It was in my bag, underneath the table but I could feel the vibration cos my leg was beside my bag. >_< I thought it was my friend cos she wanted something from me. And.... worst part was, in my bag were my car keys and.... well, the handphone touched the key I guess so it made a little bit of a sound. Did not notice it actually till the girl beside me turned and looked at me. Then I had to kick my bag and shift its position for the handphone to not touch my car keys. Once the vibrating stop, I was so relieved...though sad to say, it was only for a short while as he called another 3 times after that. ARGH!!!! It was just minutes....ok...hours... before my exam that I told him I had a chapter left and also that I was done and hurried to do my tutorial. Sheesh man...does anyone have that small a memory??? Short term memory lasts longer than a few hours, right? Well, after the exam I checked the miss calls and finding out that it was him, I feel like killing him there and then. >:( And all he called (or so I assumed) for was about something to do with my cds and his computer. >_< I thought what emergency lah he wanted to tell me (Traxx: if there was any other reason, PM me about it so at least I won't be THAT pissed off). And my credit being extremely low....and me being such a pain-in-the-ass when it comes to my Matsu cds, replied his sms. And then he smsed back, and then I replied....and it went on till my credit was left at RM0.20. Saved that amount cos I needed to sms my friend (and lucky that I saved it too ~ reason: read further). Anyways, I headed on to pass some cds to Fumi and Nox (lucky I saved that RM0.20 else I won't be able to miss call them >_< ) and then home. Sms-ed my friend and thus, I was left with RM0.05 ~ not even enough for a miss call so I had to call Ee Lin this morning to tell her I was going out (she follows me to campus and I miss call her upon my departure). And the worst part was, yesterday, I sms-ed from DiGi's online service about the cd thingie (continue the last sms I got from Traxx) and there was no reply. Thinking it might not have reached, I used my dad's phone and sms-ed him. Again, no reply. I'm not one to 'harap' a reply for every single sms I send to people but.... I dunno.... I thought that it was a replyable sms. Aih...anyways, what's over is over and... well.... I've got only one more paper to go this Monday and after that...... I'M FREE!!!! FREE I TELL YOU!!! Muahaha.... and I think I finish my exams earlier than anything else.

What am I going to do during the holidays? Not sure whether going places with my friends or not but those spare time I have will be fully utilized to watch anime, do all my props for cosplay, sew my new costume, find a nice character to cosplay and get the materials to send to tailor, save money for my Sailor Saturn outfit, and.... *good girl status* clear my room, iron clothes, clean the house a little, and visit my grandma. ^_^

Oh, to end it..... I'm feeling extremely cute now (like a small little girl) and plans to marry Seiya-kun one day.....in my dreams... nyao~!

My Wu-name

Well, someone posted this thing in Friendster so I just tried it. And these are the results:

With my real name...
My full name - Amazing Demon
My English name - Shrieking Ambassador
My English name and surname - Friendly Contender
My surname - Bitter Specialist
My surname and chinese name - Sarcastic Lover
My chinese name - Smiling Ambassador
My initials - Mighty Overlord
My last 3 initials - Amateur Prophet
My first 2 initials - Dynamic Bastard

With my nickname...
Lase - Merry Artist
Lego - Drunken Specialist
Legolase - Intellectual Dominator

And there you have it. Some stupid stuff I do when I wanna release stress after 3 papers finally over.....but that's another post. ^_^