Saturday, November 29, 2003

Hehehe....oops. Last post... cos this one needs to be posted up today. Cos I'm quite happy (ok, quite is understating my happiness....I'm very very very extremely happy) for someone now. Hong Aun's got a girlfriend already!!!! Yeah!!! Omedetou gozaimasu, watashi no otouto. You'll always have my support. I wish you and Calista best wishes in everything you do and may you share many wonderful times together.

Quote of the day: Wherever you go, go with all your heart.

Okies...this would be my last post for the next 5 days. :D And since I did not go anywhere (except to Jaya Jusco for a while), there's pretty nothing much to blog about. But I got things to ramble....which is.... I'm soooo broke. Man, I'm left with only my coins from my wallet. And I can't really draw out much money anymore cos they are for my tuition fees. And my allowance was cut by RM50 since a few months back. I still survived cos I had a sponsor for my prepaid reloads from time to time ~ my brother. But now with me paying for my own fuel, I'm like lacking of money everyday. And I so wanna work but I can't find a suitable place and my parents would not allow me to work much also cos they're afraid it'll affect my studies. I wanna do those odd job things where I make less than working in a shop or what but at least I get some money, right? Sigh.....I'll just have to survive till February and then pray that I get lots of ang pao to support my extra financial needs for the rest of next year. I'm being more thrifty now, I can see. And it's kinda a good thing actually and I started saving a lot also. So, I'll break my piggy bank when I really need the money. Well, that's kinda all I guess. So see you guys in a few days time, ok? Hope to post a longer one then. :p

*Lase to self: When ever are your posts not going to be long? Hehehe....*

Quote of the day: Wherever you go, go with all your heart.

Miraculously I'm back home before 12 today. Well, it's just that I always reach home after 12 AM so this time it's a miracle. Hehehe...well, good thing also cos I can watch my Sailormoon episode 8 and give a better impression to my parents that I'm not a kutu malam. Well, we (Lai Ching, Rita, Alisa, Kok Ee and I) went to Jonker to have dinner and walked a little before sending Kok Ee to the bus station. From there, we (Lai Ching and myself cos Rita and Alisa went to temple) went for a drive in Melaka Raya to find for a cafe for us to settle down in. We ended up in Page One and I ordered lemon sorbet and it tastes so nice. Yummy. Will make it a note to bring people there if I'm the one who decides on a place to have a drink. Well, we ordered this deep fried cuttlefish thing and the waitress told us that they prepare it by cutting the cuttlefish and deep frying it. Well, we thought it would be those white cuttlefish cut into those doughnut shaped pieces and dipped in flour and deep fried. OH, we were so wrong. It's those sotong floss kinda thing (you know those long stringy whitish coloured sotong snack) deep fried. Well, it does not taste that bad but it's like....we did not order this. And how did they 'cut' it anyways (cos she did say they will cut the cuttlefish and then deep fry it).

Well, roughly that's what happened lah. No mood right now and not sure I can write about it also so better not. Just that's about it. Lai Ching, How Zan and myself went home earlier than Rita and Alisa since they got a car and their friends are there. End of story.

How does one attone for guilt? What can a guilty person do to make herself feel better? *sigh*

Friday, November 28, 2003

Quote of the day: I hear and I forget. I see and I remember. I do and I understand.

Well, today I woke up very early. Yeap...9.30 to be exact cos the phone would not stop ringing. And since no one went to pick it up, I had to drag my carcass out of bed to answer it. It was my dad asking me to fetch him from Proton Edar cos he went to send his car there. Couldn't he just call my handphone? I would have known from the ringtone anyways. So there I was 5 minutes after waking up and freshening myself, heading to fetch my dad. We reached home at about 9.55 and about 10.00 (ya, 5 minutes after reaching home), the Proton Edar fella called and said my dad's car was ready and can be collected. What the.... Argh!!!! Should have just left my dad there earlier instead....well, not his fault cos the guy said it will only be ready about lunch time. So off we went again (in my car obviously) and took his car back. With all the driving, my car was almost out of gas so I had to waste another RM20 to fill 'er up. Sad thing it was when I started owning the car. Aih...it's not like my allowance increase or anything and I have to pay for fuel now. And my dad still uses my car cos it's easier. You see, now that he has his new car, my car is always the one being chucked outside in the hot sun (though I always park it under the shade of a shady mango tree) so it's easier not to open the gate and all by taking my car. Yes, with my fuel inside. At least he can like give me RM20 per month so I don't have to spend so much on it, right?

Well anyhow, I just got back from Mahkota Parade as I went there with Li Yong to shop. Kinda promised her that I'd bring her to BUM City when she's back and I'm just keeping my promise.We just did window shopping mostly...except for when we were in Max & Collection. I tried on 4 blouses and one was soooo nice. I'm not sure how to explain but when you wear it, it bares your shoulders (so you got to wear a strapless bra of course). It's something like a tube top but they have these 'sleeves' which are just below the shoulders. I have no idea how to explain but it was cool and I liked it. Truthfully, if I were to buy it, I wouldn't mind wearing it without overalls cos they were only revealing my shoulders + neck. Too bad after trying it for the second time, I kinda dislike the colour....well, not really the colour only. There were 2 colours and I did not know which to choose. And the cloth was a little thin so it was a little see through. Though I got a solution for that: tube top inside. Guess I'm regretting a little for not buying it since it's 50% off. Still, I always regret when I end up not buying anything from there cos they're all quite cheap. I'm bringing my mum there for sure cos I got a few nice ones in mine but I got no cash. Hahaha....unless I just decide to treat myself with RM100 worth of clothings and then I'll get all those I like. :p

And we were passing another shop and I was accused by Li Yong for molesting a model. Hahaha....well, she was wearing a tube top with an overcoat and it looked nice so I wanted to see the material of the overcoat and when I touched it, the tube top slided down a little so I just adjusted it back and it was not obscene at all....but it was funny. We were like laughing all the way after that. There was a perfume promotion thingie happening in Mahkota also and we went and tested some Ralph Lauren products. There is this set with the perfume + a glittering lotion which costs RM169 and it's quite worth it and both (perfume and lotion) have the same smell and it's very nice. Wonder if I can ask my brother to buy it for me. :D Promotion ends this week though so if I wanna ask, I need to do it very quick cos Saturday is my last day here in Melaka for this week. Still, RM169 is still a lot, even for a working brother. I want RM1000000 now to just splash on anything I want. Who wants to be a millionaire? ME!!! Hey, I can dream, right?

I'm quite happy today cos Li Yong gave me a pair of earrings...the same one she gave me before and I lost it and now she gave me another pair. I sooooo loved it and I'm wearing it now. I'm soooo happy. And my hair's all obedient today so it's nice also. So besides today morning, it was a fun day and a great day. Though somehow, my luck on the road is really shitty today. Well, for starters, stupid people are driving all around me on the way to MP. I almost banged into another car at the traffic light cos the traffic light in front was not working and the car suddenly jammed in front of me and I had to brake suddenly and swirve a little to the side, avoiding the collision by just 1 or 2 millimetres. And after swirving, I was already in the middle of the road so I had to keep going on and beating the 'red light' which I never saw cos the traffic light was not working.

Nothing much happened yesterday except we (Lai Ching, Kok Ee and myself) went out for a drink at Sit Tea House cos Kok Ee would be leaving back to his hometown tomorrow. They closed at 12.00 though so we had to leave. The time spent there was really nice. Well, Kok Ee's going home tonight so I got to get ready to go out for dinner and then send him to the bus station. Tonight will post about dinner and Jonker Walk (we're going to Jonker before sending him to the bus station) but for now, bye bye~

Thursday, November 27, 2003

Quote of the day: Man who laugh last not get joke.

~Uuuuguuu~ My brother did go online yesterday and he did play his stupid online game and asked me to stop my download (ya, stop....it already made my download speed slow but he asked me to stop!!!) cos it was taking too much bandwith. And my dad came in while I was watching X halfway through and asked me to stop seeing cos he wanna use the pc. Screwed up my prediction big time. Well, if the download was to continue, it would have finished at 1.30 AM and I'll finish watching X by that time also. But unfortunately, unpredictable things happen and my download is only 77% now going at only 2 kbps and I've got 5 more episodes of X to watch before finishing. And I got my JLPT past year papers to do before 2.30 PM today!! Kya...and I'm typing here. Ah, what the heck. Teehee....:p

And I did not notice my post yesterday was such a major huge one. I mean I typed and the scroll bar did not shrink (you know, it gets shorter cos of the longer page and all) so I assumed it was my normal posting....till I saw again this morning. Woah....have fun reading you guys. Though I think that 50% might be crap in it cos I'm just rambling and rambling and speaking (typing) whatever comes to my mind then. :D Just have fun reading (if you find it fun that is) while you still can cos after Sunday, bye bye blogging for 1 week. :D

Wednesday, November 26, 2003

Quote of the day: It takes a big man to cry, but it takes a very big man to laugh at that big man and an even bigger man to ask why.

I was supposed to blog yesterday but 12 episodes of X (ya, the anime) kept me from blogging. :D Can't help it....once you start, you just wanna keep watching, ne?

So, what did happen to me yesterday? Well, not much except it's a miracle that yours truly started studying for her Japanese Language Proficiency Test (JLPT) yesterday....it's like 10 days before the test. So miracles do happen. Hehehe...I just hope my luck don't run out on the day of the exam...I really wanna get the certificate. *keeps fingers crossed*

Well, my car got sent to the workshop cos my dad said the brake is not working too well. So, we sent it and when we returned in the evening, the mechanic told my dad that my radiator needs to be replaced so we can't take the car just yet. In a way it was good cos I forgot to bring my license and if the car was ready, I'll be driving illegally. :p Like I've not done that before....not on purpose though. =) We took the car this morning at it costs a whopping RM612!!!! There were service charges for some things, some steering thing needed to be replaced cos it was making sounds and will be giving way anytime soon (so that's what it was) plus the new radiator whcih costs almost RM300!!!! Lucky my dad is paying for it else I'll be dead broke for the next 6 months. And on the way home with my car, a stupid Proton Wira, beige in colour was overtaking like every single car. First he overtook me and I'm fine with it cos I was only going at 60km/h but then he overtook the next car in front of me even though there was a double line plus oncoming traffic....he damn daring, I'd say. And he overtook another 5 cars before he was out of my sight. I was like 'scolding' or more like nagging him from inside my car (like he can hear lah) and was seeing him overtaking people when I said to myself,"Look at the road lah my dear...aduhai." Hehehe....yes, I sometimes talk to myself in the car if there is no nice music on the radio to sing along.

Anyway back to yesterday, on the way home from the repair shop, there was this advertisment on the radio. It went something like "Happy Birthday to youu.....*claps* wooo!! Uh guys, today's not my birthday" Well, something like that. The part that really attracted me was the part when they sang happy birthday to you (the last verse only) with the claps and the "woohoo's". Well, it was exactly the same as the one I had for my birthday. Well, How Zan recorded a snipet of my birthday song and it was EXACTLY the same. I'm so amazed and it got me smiling all the way home. Wonder if that 'song' was passed by How Zan to the commercial agency to use. Hahahaha....:D

I made mee hoon kueh yesterday!!!! Well, not everything cos the soup was boiled much earlier (not that I can't do it cos it's just water + anchovies and boil for a while) and the flour my mum made earlier as well. But I made completed the mee hoon kueh (the cooknig part) and I was happy with the results. :D Don't ask me to make again though unless you provide me with the kneaded flour and soup. :D And ingredients.

It is so boring being stuck here in my room the whole time with no where to go. People are seldom online also (even at night!) so I don't find a reason to activate my Yahoo Messenger the whole day. Those who wanna chat can just miscall me anytime you wanna chat on Yahoo, ok? That is if I'm not out and I'm not asleep yet. In between copying anime episodes to my pc (I can't watch it straight from the cd-rom cos my PC is that slow), I actually took the initiative to clean my room a little. It's a little more tidy now but still as full as ever. By full I mean too many things in my room and I can't throw away any of them. *sweatdrop* I fear to think of where I will put my other stuffs for the next 5 years. Argh!!! I need a HUGE storeroom. :p And did some cd organising and pasted some posters on my wall too. I'm running out of space for these posters too and I was going to hang some jigsaw puzzles earlier after framing them but now, hehee...wait till I find a place first.

Oh, before I forget, something small to highlight about Monday. Well, I went to extra classes for Japanese and since I'm not going to be here the whole of next week, I went to ask Yeo-san to kindly pass my answers (which I'm going to hand up on Thursday for marking) to Diana the following week cos I can't make it. And guess what? He asked why and after telling him, he asked me to cancel my plan and come for his extra classes. The nerve. I still think he thinks that I can't pass the JLPT but guess what? I'm going to prove him so wrong. Hmm...maybe that was why I started studying since yesterday.

I'm been spending my time watching anime or playing Neopets mostly cos I'm putting Final Fantasy Tactics Advance on hold for the time being. It's just that my pc sometimes hang when I'm closing the game and this affects my downloads. Not only that my download stops but I can't resume it anymore and I do not want this to happen. My 69% download of Saiyuki Reload have to be abandoned just like that cos of that game and it took me 3 days to get it to 69%. So, until my current download finishes, I won't play the game. Of course I can just stop the download and continue downloading after playing the game. But to choose between downloading and playing game? I choose downloading. Hehehe...cos I can still play games (online games) and watch anime and it won't affect my download. :D The game can wait. I'm a patient girl. Hahahaah.....

Oh, ya....noticed my change in my imood? Jaded...hehehe...guess you guys will be wondering what is behind it, ne? Why jaded? Well the answer is.... hi-mi-tsu. That's Japanese for se-cr-et. :D Me naughty here!!!! And I suddenly saw my small pinup of Onegai Twins and I thought....hey, I can cosplay as Karen. Since my Mizuho outfit is down the drain. Apparently the tailor said my cloth was not suitable and I have no idea where to get the cloth type she mentioned. I'm just going to scout around for a ready made pink vest or there will be no Mizuho Kazami cosplay from me. ;) Anyways, I got the vest Karen is wearing cos it's brown and all I need is the skirt. Long sweet pink skirt which I think I can use if I were to cosplay as Guu also. Yay! If I get the skirt, all I need is some pink ribbon and I'm set to go. Don't think I'm getting coloured contacts though cos they're expensive and my mum will kill me. Oh, ya...and the green wig. :D I got the shoes, I got the socks, I can buy that hat and tie the ribbon on it. Everything is pink so it's easier cos I just need to buy some pink cloth and turn it into ribbons of all sort. Now all I need is a Maiku in black t-shirt + brownish pants and a Miina.

I've not found my black long sleeve v-neck t-shirt also. If someone sees one, please inform me. It would be much better if it were a little tight fitting also so my skirt won't be revealed that much. If I can ask for more, It would be nice if the v neck is a little low cut but not too low. I don't care if I don't look that much like Edea. I'm not going to wear such a low cut outfit! :p I've only got the skirt and shoes now so I only need that, some see through white cloth, the head gear, the back thingie, some claws and I'm ready to go. Guess I'm pretty prepared for this one if I can find all the material in time.

And since I was so bored, I went and tie my hair all nicely today. Hehehe...dunno how to explain but when my mum said it's neat, then it should be. Cos she said it before the first time I did so I just did it again today for no apparent reason. I'm not going out, I'm just staying at home in front of my pc, yet I wasted so much time on it. Hmmm....hahaha....I told you I'm crazy. Crazy and lazy cos I'm lazy to prepare some stuff for the club. Hehehe....the working paper actually for the Gempak cosplay event but who cares? STAD's not opened anyways so there will be no one to approve the budget also. And Dr Goh might not be in to sign the working paper.

And I wanna watch Hikaru no Go and Scryed this holidays but then Jin is keeping the first 2 cds of those titles...that's why I ended up watching X. Can't wait for next sem cos I'm meeting PYeong to grab everything (by everything I meant cds....don't think dirty) he has, strip him dry and laugh my evil laugh. Nyahaha... >:)

That's it....I'm writing all this crap hoping that something I wanted to post (there is another topic to post here but I can't seem to recall it) comes popping into my head. Ah, wait....just got it. Hehehe...I've been having weird dreams for 2 nights...wait...including last night, make that 3 night. It's funny that I don't remember them much (I remembered only 1 but it's normal to to remember your dreams) but I know they're weird and gave me that strange feeling. The one I remembered was about me being a soldier....not going into detail here else you'll think I'm crazy. Ask me later...hehe...I think I told someone about this but I'm not sure who....forgetful forgetful. And since I've written the thing I wanted to post about, I guess I'm signing off for now. Wanna go watch more anime and play more games cos my downloads are rather fast today. Woohoo!!! Hope my brother doesn't come back and surf the net and slow down my download speed. :D Hope he does not see this. Nyeahahaa....>:)

If you're feeling bored, drop me a line, ya? And spam my tag board if you're very free. Chao~ =^.^=

Sunday, November 23, 2003

Well, I'm back and I wanna tell you something about this morning. Hahahaha...it was a bad hair day for me as my hair went all crazy last night. Must mean I was naughty when sleeping last night tee-hee. :p Anyways, I took like 15 minutes to brush my hair back into position. And while brushing, I was thinking about the time when Lai Ching told me that having straight hair have so much benefits cos one can just wake up and look like how she slept yesterday. No need to comb also can go out. Today prooved something....either one of these 2: (1) People with straight hair do not experience that everytime (2) My hair is not straight enough. Hahaha...if Alisa were to read (2), she'll go telling me my hair is straight enough. Well, I don't intend to straighten it anymore anyways. Rather spend the money on cdrs. Hehehe....Legolase will be Legolase.

So, about 3 days ago, well, that was the day I finished my exams actually and something weird happened. Well, I call it weird cos I was not all bubbly and crazy that day after the exam. Was it because I can't answer the essay section or was it because I'm concerned about Diana? Not sure about the reason but I'm sure that I was not jumping all around (like I was doing after my first paper). =) Still it was so nice to have the feeling that you've completed your finals. My paper ends at 12 pm (All Accounting papers are 3 hours long!!!) and since it was nearing lunchtime, myself, Ee Lin and Amelia decided to go for lunch together (since they were following me home). I called Huwi Yin along (as usual it took some major convincing/begging :p ) and we headed to Family Heritage for our lunch. The food was not bad but I noticed that if you order rice + a dish, the portion of the dish is really small. Still, the food tastes ok and the price was quite reasonable.

We planned to visit Diana in the evening but I came to know that they have specific visiting hours for the General Hospital (heheh....I thought that we could not visit at night only) so we only went at 5.10pm. In the end, it was only myself and Huwi Yin cos Ee Lin was too tired and wanted to sleep while Amelia is out with Timothy. Diana's all better since she's in the single bed ward now so she can talk freely and we were like talking so much there. 3 of us actually....and no, that does not include a quiet little girl named Huwi Yin. :D She was 'watching' and 'listening' to myself, Diana and Diana's mum talking....kinda non-stop actually. Another 2 spectators were Diana's dad and brother.

We left about 6.45pm cos there were dinner plans (celebrating for finishing finals) but Huwi Yin did not join us cos she said she felt left out considering she has yet to finish her exam (hers finished yesterday). So about 7.30 PM, I went to fetch Alisa, Ee Lin and Ah Wei and headed back to my house to wait for How Zan to come. 20 minutes later, we left Bukit Beruang (How Zan was late but he blamed me for telling him about this dinner late :p *blek*) Lai Ching and Kok Ee did not join us cos Lai Ching was celebrating Amelia Ooi's (the Amelia I mentioned above and in any of my posts is not the same as this one. :D ) birthday and Kok Ee was going out with his friends. So the 5 of us headed to Summer Feel Garden (I think Summer Field sounds a lot nicer ~ this was what I thought the name of the place was before going there). The food was not bad but the service that day (hopefully it was for that day only) was a little bad cos there was this huge group and they accidentally gave our food to them. And we had to wait longer for ours to come. After paying, everyone was so full and decided to just head home cos after going around Melaka Raya, we could not decide a place to sit down, have a drink and chat. So I sent Ee Lin and Ah Wei home, and How Zan to his car. Alisa and I decided to go to Cahaya Dinar to 'yam cha' and we called Huwi Yin along.

'Yam cha' was nice actually cos we talked a lot. Yes, even quiet Huwi Yin did talk quite a lot. =) *yay* And I noticed that Huwi Yin is cute when she's naughty. And she's always naughty when she's teasing me. Hehehe...kawaii. :p We talked about 3 things mostly: Miss World, Joe Millionaire and *secret*. :D Headed back home at 12.30 AM feeling all relaxed.

Friday basically nothing much happened. At least as far as I can remember. Did not go out with anyone so I just stayed home watching anime and playing my game. Yesterday was also a boring day from morning till evening when I went out for a while to pass Sailormoon Episode 7 to Tidus and some other cds to Huwi Yin after her test. Somehow, I can notice Huwi Yin from far cos of the way she dresses. =) Kinda unique actually. Cute. :D She was going back home yesterday so we couldn't celebrate her 'merdeka-ness'. I had dinner of satay celup at my uncle's place and I came to the conclusion there that taking care of kids is really good exercise and can make you lose weight. Hahahah....I took care of my niece (only 1 year plus) for about 40 minutes and I was taxed out. But it was fun and I was rewarded by a kiss. And mostly, she loved my hair. Hahaha...she kept playing and playing with it and laughing. =) Kids are darn cuties, aren't they. Just that when they start jumping around like monkeys.....I think Ee Lin would be the only one most suitable to jaga them then. :p Nyehahaa.....>:)

Last thing to post....yesterday at my uncle's house, something nice was found. If you were to eat langsat with the satay celup sauce or with anything spicy for that matter, it will amplify the spicyness of the chilli. Really, no joke. Go try if you don't believe me. And I ate like 30 langsats after eating satay celup. Hahahah.....my stomach was all fired up then. :D Believe me, try it and you'll know. You'll get burning lips. :D

And there you have another long post from yours truly. I'll be missing in action after next week though so I'll make it up for this whole week by posting more and more. That is....if there is something to write about. Only thing I can think of happening next week is Hari Raya and more extra Japanese classes for me. Sigh....

Hehehhe....even we're on holidays now, seems I'm a little lazy to write here, ne? Well, can't find time lah.....I'm too busy playing Final Fantasy Tactics Advance and watching tonnes of anime. Heheheh....well, not tonnes actually but more than I ever did lah. Wanna relax a little this holidays.

I just recalled something about Japanese class which I find it a little insulting to me. :D Well, maybe it's because I'm going to take the exam in like....2 weeks' time? Oh man....is it that near already? Uuugggguuuu...anyways, there was this time after class when Yeo-san was asking his students who are free on weekends to come to his tuition centre for extra classes. Then he spotted me and asked me "How come you never come?" I casually replied "No transport and busy." Then he said, "You should come." I was going like what the heck? Does he think my Japanese is so bad that I have to come cos he's scared that I'll fail my test? And me being me, I just smiled and tell him I'd come if I can but inside.....it was more like....all the more reason for me not wanting to go. Nyehahaha....>:) And so, we did some past year papers and on a particular day, we did the 2002 paper somewhat as our 'trial exam'. Proper time was allocated for the first 2 papers (there are 3 in total) but as for the last one (about comprehension, grammar and particles) there was only 15 minutes left (the paper was for 50 minutes) so he told us we can do at home but for those who don't mind staying back a little, he told us to complete it there. Since Diana wanted to do it as well, we stayed back but only for an extra 10 minutes or so. And the results....I was proud of it actually cos i passed. Did not expect to get so high. :p Especially for my Kanji (chinese chracter) part cos I hardly know any Kanji. Still, first 2 papers was very high unexpectedly. I got 80% on one of them and 76% on the other. And I felt very naughty when I got my papers as well. Well, I came early that day cos I had nothing to do. And Yeo-san told us we can take our papers already. Suprisingly he asked me whether I was Elaine or not. I shook my head and he said, "Oh, ya....you're Ai Lin-san, right?" I just nodded. The first thing which came to my mind was "Oh shit....did I do that badly and Elaine got very high? (I don't even know there was an Elaine in our class)" Still, I kept my composure. Then he mentioned "Your listening test is good." I was shocked!!!! Really??? Hontou desu ka. So I took back the papers and left the room 1 1/2 hours later with a smile on my face. Now I'm just hoping that I can do the same when it comes to the exam...I'm a little scared that the cassete player would not be good and the conversation will be blur...and there goes my listening test. I don't want that!!!!! Already I'm sacrificing beautiful holiday time to attend extra classes so I'm not going to sit back and watch myself fail. I think I will start revising early...*Lase to self: Though your early is always 2 days before the test* Kyyyyaaaaa......someone hug me. :p If you read this before I post my next one, then wait for it, ya? Going to grab my lunch then off to post about stuff that's been happening the past 3 days. :D And this morning's experience. :)



I'm Angelic Cute!!
made by Jen


Sweet and beautiful!
You have troubles with only thinking
about others' needs, and not your own.
You usually show a cheerful mood,
but you have your fair share of bad days
and don't like to show i
t.


All I can say is.....hehehe....:p *bullseye*


Monday, November 17, 2003

I'm so bored of studying so I decided to post a short post. And I did some cd cleaning just now and found out that 5 cdrws of mine are missing. 5!! Who did I borrow them to and did not return them back? Man....5 x RM5 = RM25... I hope those who took my cd return them....in time. At least inform me that they'll return late or something, right? *cries* And now I found out that Discrete Structure for those Beta IT taking it was easy. Man...I'm hoping tomorrow's paper would be as easy.

Exam sucks

Why are there exams?
To torture and torment my soul
Why need I study?
I'm doing cos that's what I'm told

Did you ever think
Who created exams?
Cos it only makes us crazy
And always shouting 'damn!'

I bet the only person who loves exams is
Those who don't need to mug every day and night
It's all right for them cos they're just plain smart
Oh, why can I be like that, and just win the fight

Still I'm no one special
I'm just like you
Mugging and mugging
Having exam blues

Feeling guilty when you take a rest
Even worse when you end up sleeping
And here I can still blog and not study
Guess I better end here else I'll be failing

Saturday, November 15, 2003

Damn it....today's Saturday and all this while I thought it was Friday. Taihen desu taihen desu. This means all my schedule are behind time and now I doubt I have enough time to finish studying. Argh....how can this happen? Man....seems like this is going to be my last blog post for the next whole week till after my exams. Kyaaa...

Well, nothing much to post anyway cos it's study week and there are no classes and I do not go out and I'm just stuck in my room playing Final Fantasy Tactics Advance (courtesy of Tidus) and I practically got hooked on to it and played non stop for about 6 hours so there goes my study time as well. Urgh...I knew I shouldn't have started playing first. Dang. And what more, I'm only 1 episode away from the finale of GetBackers but I do not have the cd cos Shu Yin passed to me till 48 only. Kyaaa...Thye Shin, hear my call...give me episode 49. I want!!! Hehehe...:p And Sailormoon episode 6 was out and I got it and reencoded it and watched it. Finally Makoto comes out and I dunno why but I still like her character. Me wanna be like Makoto!!! Not Makoto Shishio for sure though. Hehehe...

Anyway, since there is not much to post about my life, I was saving this for the right time and I feel that the right time is now. I think most people have taken my Lego-Quizzie already. So now, I'm going to explain on the answers. Hehehe...

1. Among these, which are my favourite foods?

a) Nasi lemak, Laksa, Roti Tissue
b) Roti Tissue, Nasi Lemak, Mee Rebus
c) Mee Hoon Kueh, Mee Rebus, Nasi Lemak
d) Laksa, Mee Hoon Kueh, Nasi Lemak

Answer: c


Well, some of you might think I love to eat roti tissue. Well, I do but it's not my favourite food. Cos if it were, I'd be going to every stall I know selling roti tissue and try it. But as for the food in my answer, I do tend to try out every single new stall I see selling them. Though mee rebus is hard to find, it was my first favourite food and still remains as one of them. :p

2. Which part of my head am I most proud of?

a) Eyes
b) Hair
c) Face
d) Mouth

Answer: b


No question here, I'm proud of my hair. Yup, I am. Cos I think I hve panda eyes, a mouth way too big and my face is not nice as well. Hehehe...plus, I'm proud of my hair cos I have spent a lot of time caring for it and also wasted a lot of money on hair accessories. Plus, now that my hair is long....who won't sayang it, right?

3. How many dishes do I most prefer to have with my rice?

a) 1
b) 2
c) 3
d) 4

Answer: a


This is a very tricky one, ne? Though of course you'll see me eating with 2 or 3 dishes when at a shop, at home, I prefer to eat with only 1 if possible. Heck, last time I even seperate my rice into portions so I eat them plain with each dish by itself. Kinda like take out 2/3 of the rice on my plate and eat with a dish. Then take 1/2 of what I took out and eat with another dish. Oh ya, I wash my plate also cos I don't want any from the previous dish to be in my next portion. And the final 1/3 will be on a clean plate with another dish. Of course this is considering I have 3 dishes I like that I can eat with. :D

4. When did I get my first huge crush? Second? Third?

a) Form 1, Form 3 and Alpha
b) Form 4 and none after
c) Alpha, Beta and no third
d) Form2, Form 5 and no third

Answer: b


Well, huge crush...I guess it was then only. Small admiration and crsuh got lah but not huge. Well, not yet experience my 2nd huge crush...I'll let you know if I have, ya? ;)

5. What is my least favourite colour?

a) Grey
b) Orange
c) Yellow
d) Green

Answer: d


Green = yuck in my dictionary. You know if you take the Buncho poster colour set, the light green is so yucky. I did not like that green since very small cos I remember hating that colour during art classes so much. Different shades of green might be ok ok and so so....but I'll most definitely stay away from grass green (light green). Yuck, yuck and more yuck.

6. When did I get my original nickname Lase?

a) Standard 6
b) Form 1
c) Standard 5
d) Form 2

Answer: a


This is the question where I set the answer wrongly. Don't know what came over me back then. :p Well, I remembered it was in Standard 6 cos I introduced myself as Lase in Form 1 to some newly met friends. :) So can't be wrong on this one.

7. What is my childhood ambition?

a) Paleontologist
b) Dancer
c) Astronomist
d) Archeologist

Answer: c


OK. A huge typo here. There is no such thing as an astronomist. There is only an astronomer. But you still get the point, ne? Archeologist and paleontologists were about dinosaurs and bones and it's just not my cup of tea. They were my brother's dreams last time though...I think. As for dancer (a lot..as in more than 90% of you guys put this as the answer), well, I wouldn't say it was my childhood ambition. Neither would I say it's my current ambition also. It's more like a passion and an art. And heck, I don't even dance nice so it's better for me to stay off being a professional in it. =)

8. I have an obsession for nice...

a) Shoes
b) Dresses
c) T-shirts
d) Skirts

Answer: b


Give me a million bucks to spend on clothes and 50% would be used to buy dresses, for sure. The rest might be for some skirts, blouses, t-shirts, cloth (cosplay!!!) etc but for sure, I'll fill my entire closet with dresses and buy another cupboard to fill those which cannot fit. Nyehahahaa....I still love that particular dress from Metrojaya which was RM269.90....urgh...how I wanted to find RM300 on the floor then. It was turqouise also. Kyyaaaaa..... :p

9. What irritates me most when chatting is ... (Lase: hard for me to choose too. :p Hint: read the question carefully)

a) People who are stagnant (eg: do not reply messages)
b) People who reply short replies (eg: i see, so ka, ok, yes)
c) People who end without saying goodbye
d) People who can't create conversation (eg: I'm the one thinking of topics)

Answer: b


Well, I find it very irritating that when I type a whole long sentence/message to the person I'm chatting with and get such replies. It's just like telling me to shut up and close the conversation. Sheesh....I can accept it sometimes but if you do it everytime, then it is I-R-R-I-T-A-T-I-N-G!!!! The other answers I can tolerate. Don't worry about it. =)

10. What do I have a phobia of?

a) Heights
b) Love
c) Spiders
d) Bees

Answer: d


Yup. Believe it or not, I have a phobie of bees. Well, can't blame me since I got stung by bees like 5 times when I was a child. Plus, there always was this bee sitting on my fence everytime I hang clothes and it's damn freaky. Like it can attack anytime. I'd do bungee jumping anytime rather than being stuck in a room with a bee. That is for height as I got rid of the fear a long time ago. I was never afraid of spiders and as for love....hmm... do I have a phobia? I don't think so. At least I can't confirm it anytime soon though. Hahahaha....we'll see, ne?

So, that's all for this whole week and half of next week. Unless of course I feel like my head is going to explode due to stupid facts about how the government manages their account, then I'll post more. :p

Friday, November 14, 2003

Nyao~ I woke up so late today. Probably cos I slept quite late yesterday also...heheh...watching GetBackers. :p In 2 days, I've watched about 20 episodes....really mata bengkak. Hehehe...going to finish it in between studies the next few days. :D

Today since it's still early, nothing happened. But yesterday was not bad. If you noticed, my last post dated 13th November 12+ AM was meant for what happened on 12th November. And since Blogger was down yesterday, I was not able to post it till last night. :)

So, yesterday I woke up late as well....sheesh...and that to a phone call by Kak Ina from STAD, asking me to collect a cheque for a reimbursement for the club. Wonder why no one woke me up the past few days? Hmmm.....they want me to rest more? Sure bo? Fuyoh...but I dislike it as half my day would be gone down the drain already. Tomorrow must wake up at 9.00 AM...confirm!! :p Anyways, off I went to STAD and collected the cheque and went to the bank to bank it in as well. And also drew out the money there so as not to confuse the money with my own. :D Wait silap-silap EMiNA's money enter my pocket, I die. :p Need to pass to Shu Yin as soon as possible to minimize the urge to use the money on CDRs. Heheheh....previously used RM50 of EMiNA when I got into an 'accident' and it was tragedy when I needed to replace it. In short, wallet bocor. :D So, don't wanna repeat the same mistake twice so set aside already.

Coming back from campus, I went online, watched a few episodes of GetBackers and I was called for a meeting in Fun's house. Meeting normal only lah....but when Thye Shin called me to ask me to go to the Euro Funfair near Tesco (it was Fumi's birthday so he was bringing them there), Fun and David were going like "aaahhhh...", "hhaaaaahhhh...." I think they thought it was my boyfriend on the line or something. Anyhow, I was not sure whether to go along with Thye Shin or not cos I'm scared I'll be the odd one out....but thankfully I was not. Hehehe....another reason was it was between the funfair and GetBackers....aih....decisions, decisions. Hehehe...

Though in the end, we (Thye Shin and myself) did not go inside the funfair...we went to Tesco instead. (Fumi, Nox and another 2 girls went though) So I went shopping with Thye Shin...hahah...can't say shopping cos we were more like walking pointlessly to no specific direction except for the biscuits part and also the snacks part. :D Bought 3 bags of keropok and 2 packs of biscuits...there goes my RM11 but since I just got my so called 'salary' a few minutes back, I just splashed it. Wanted to get some chupa chups but I was thinking....who am I suppose to share it with since there are no more classes? (Chupa Chups being sold in a pack of 10) So I decided not to....maybe buy later on.

Checked on new comics to be bought but there are none. Latest Gempak issue seems cool with cosplay pictures and stuff....I wanna read it. Thye Shin, don't forget to pass it to me, ok? Well, got home, took a shower, started studying (finally!!!) and chat for a while before I had to go offline. Then watched another few episodes of GetBackers till it was time to go zzzzzzz......not a nice dream though. :p

Now me here and not yet makan lunch also....wanna go makan now. Pyu~~ Jyaaaaaa na. *muacks*

Thursday, November 13, 2003

Today has been an awesome day. I was out and particularly spent about 8 hours at Mahkota Parade. :D Well, I went to fecth Huwi Yin at about 11.30 AM and we were off to MP. Upon reaching, we headed to the cinema straight away to buy tickets...and also decide on what movie to watch. In the end, we decided to watch Matrix Revolution for the 2.30 PM show. So after buying the tickets, we went around window shopping and ended up in Kenny Rogers Roasters for our lunch. We were stuffed after that as there were 3 side dishes and the chicken portion was quite big. I did a naughty thing there though...when Huwi Yin went to the wash her hands, I asked for the bill and paid. :p Cannot everything she pay mah (she paid for the tickets) and she gave me that 'evil' stare...but I don't mind. :p

We continued shopping and were in Parkson when How Zan called Huwi Yin (got a missed call from him cos my phone was silent so I did not feel the vibration :D) and said he could join us for the movie. So we went to the ticket counter to see whether there are any tickets from our row available...else he had to sit alone. And finding that there aren't any left, I made a few calls and finally managed to force Diana to come along with How Zan so at least he won't be sitting alone. (Didn't make much difference though since it was free sitting in the end)

So we went window shopping more. Went to Tropicana to look at the monkey t-shirts they have then and since we had another hour to spend, we ended up outside of Tropicana, with nice background music, talking for that whole 1+ hours. Met Thye Shin and Hui Ying on their way out of the cinema and Thye Shin cut his hair!!!! And he looks rather funny and a little less kakkoi. Hehehe....and I thought he was not going to but his hair till after the next cosplay. Don't tell me you forgot, Thye Shin....baka!

Anyways, How Zan and Diana arrived 1 minute before the show started and we chose our seat (we sat together since it was free sitting). The movie was not that bad. I'd rate Pirates of the Carribean better but it had some deep elements in it. And the worse thing was I cried!!!! An action movie and I cried in it. Hahahaha....well, can't help it, can I? Kinda normal....was expecting to anyways. But the funny part was I kept silent, did not move (to wipe my tear or anything) and later 'wiped' my tears as if I was rubbing my eyes from a sleepy state. Hehehe....:p Lucky I did not sit beside someone who would laugh at me if they found out (Read: Lee Na).

After the movie, we walked more and ended up at McDonald's as Diana has not taken her lunch and How Zan was hungry. Since How Zan bought a McValue Meal, I bought the Denim Bear for Ee Lin cos I knew she liked it so much. (Which she reluctantly took when I gave her cos she said she pai sei and it was expensive....only managed to convince her when I said treat it as an early Christmas present) As usual, How Zan was being as perasan as ever :p and saying that he has 'charm' and all. :D And somehow there was a part when Diana was also perasan...so myself and Huwi Yin were teasing them both...cos they both wore red t-shirt and blue jeans today as well. =)

After eating we went off walking (again :p) until about 8.30 and that was when we decided to go home. I stayed at home long enough for me to take my dinner and a shower...and then I'm off again to Cahaya Dinar (Diana fetched). This time, it was Diana, Ee Lin, Kok Ee, How Zan, Huwi Yin and myself who went out. We had quite a 'smokey' experience there but managed to bear with it till 12.30 AM when Diana's mum called. Hehehe...Cinderella needs to go back and this Cinderella as well.

All in all, it was such a tiring and wonderful day. And that should have given me enough evergy for me to study throughout this whole week. Arghh....can't wait till the 20th when I'll be free on holidays!!! Yahoo!!!

Tuesday, November 11, 2003

Wow....it's been like a week since I last posted, ne? Well, hope this makes up for all those cos I've been typing and editing assignments non stop since last Monday and finally I'm free. Free from any stupid projects. Ah.....And I don't intend to start studying until tomorrow. Hah! Today's my free day before entering the freaky world. :p

Let's see.....since last week....did anything happen? I'll highlight those I think deserve a space in my blog, ne? Alright, first thing that I can think of is about that guy in my Japanese class. Remember I posted earlier about the guy with those boobs in my class and wears really tight fitting sleeveless T-shirt and thinks he has the most beautiful body in the whole world? Well, another addition to his 'beatiful' looks is that he ties his hair. Urgh....it was during one of the classes and he did that with a normal rubber band and he looks sooooo ugly. Do guys think it's macho or something keeping long hair and wearing tight fitting t-shirts? I mean it's ok if you have six pax but this? Yuck. Too bad my handphone does not come with a camera else I'd surely take his picture and post it here. Hahahaa.....still, it's a free world.

Since I don't think I have anything to highlight from then on till Saturday, I'll just skip to Saturday, ne? Ehem....Well, Saturday was the day I went up to KL to attend a wedding dinner. One of my relatives got married....I think it's my aunty's brother's daughter's marriage if I'm not mistaken. Well, the bride (my relative) was absolutely stunning. She was so pretty there and she was gleaming. And her body was soooooo nice also. Haih....*drools* Not to mention her wedding gown (or evening gown). *drools more*

Anyway, I'll rewind a little before the trip....well, I was planning to go in this yellow orche dress I bought in Jaya Jusco a long time ago (when there was sale cos it was 70% off) since I've not worn it before, not even once. So, I took it out nicely and rested in on my sofa (I did not want to pack it in my bag cos it will then be all crumpled up). And there I was...all ready and packed to go. But since my other family members are not, I decided to edit more of my assignment rather then sitting there doing nothing. Out of a sudden, my dad called me and said we're going now. What? Could they not have informed me like 2 or 3 minutes earlier. I quickly saved and switched off my PC. Plugged out my modem (it's lucky too cos that evening there was a huge thunderstorm), grabbed my bag and headed off. The first half an hour or so was quite nice since my brother was not asleep....so I have someone to talk to. And then somewhere about half way through, I was thinking about what kind of shirt did my brother bring along and *poof* I thought about my dress. Damn....I sure did not pack it in my bag and it's not in the car. I was 95% certain it was in the house, sitting there nicely on the sofa. Man!!! My heart started pounding, my head started spinning....and I told my brother (of course I told him in Chinese just in case my mum heard me telling him about it). I was in such a panicky state that I would just faint. I decided to tell my mum there and then but my brother told me to wait till he was asleep. Basket....he did not want to hear any lecture...I know. But in the process of waiting, I myself fell asleep. And when I woke up, I decided not to tell my mum till we reached our destination. (less lecture in my opinion) Of course I would have to buy a new dress for the wedding and there goes my money again....this had to happen when I'm broke.

Anyhow, nearing our destination, I dropped the bomb. Did not really get a long lecture....something I did not expect. :p But it was good since there was no scolding either. Hehehe....ate lunch and the search for a new dress began. Since we were already in a shopping complex (a small one but good enough since they have Parkson there), I went to search for some. Saw some really gorgeous ones in those stalls (you know those selling stuff without having a shop...but selling at the open area...MP has a lot) but I did not approach the stall as the dresses looks expensive and surely out of my budget. Finally after browsing for about half an hour or so, my mum picked out a yellow dress for me and it was rather sweet. And since it was not a long dress, I can wear it during presentations and stuff. :D And it only costs me RM36 (well, thanks to the 50% discount). There, I swore if I were to win a lottery of 1 million, I wold not hesitate to buy other clothes there. They were relatively cheap (cos of discounts) and some were absolutely fabulous. I so wanted a pink dress....can't tahan...must describe. Well, it's sweet pink so it's like sooooo nice. And it's spagetti strapped which comes down to a v neck. And the flow of the dress is absolutely fantastic with a few flowers as design, lined with sequin. Beautiful and it's only RM89. They have pink, yellow and blue. And I wanted all!!!! Kyyaaaa.....I'd even wear it without any overalls if I have them. Nyao~ So now that the dress is settled, all I have to do is wait for dinner. :D

Back to dinner.....everyone was wearing such lovely dresses. I was drooling all over the place. Man....I wish I could just do what Usagi does and take a picture of it and voila....I have that dress. I want that gadget!!! Luna, come find me. Uuuwwaaaahhhh.... Anyways, the dinner was fabulous. Well, minus all the yakking by the emcee in Cantonese....she was reciting a lot of verses of poems I think for the couple to have a healthy life, to have children, and whatever else, I have no idea. The food was great except for the shark's fin soup....it was way too starchy. And drinks were served by the glasses so you can choose different drinks anytime but I stuck to Sprite the whole time. Sprite, with a little bit of added oomph. Hehehe...well, the first drink my brother took was brandy and he was thinking of having only one glass but since the waiters and waitresses there refer to your drink and give you the same drink, I think my brother had about 4 glasses in total....if I'm not mistaken. And me sitting beside him, for every glass of sprite that I was given, I took a few drops of brandy and poured it into my drink. :D Well, took a pure shot of it when my brother first got it but I did not want to get all itchy that night (I'm allergic to alcohol) so I just took a few drops from then after. Enough to have the taste of both my sprite and the brandy.....and make my drink change colour. :D Wonder whether my mum saw me or not? And if she did, she did not stop me...does this mean I can drink on these occasion? I mean not drinking seriously but just like what I did there. :D Hopefully....a little alcohol in your blood once in a while is good, right?

Nothing special happened there....and there aren't any guys to look at. All those with girlfriends are not eye candy as well...:p Except there was this cute little guy who reminds me of Kakashi. Minus the mask and change the white hair to black, you got a minature Kakashi there. My goodness....he was sooo cute in that outfit. :D And he was running around with his sisters I think and I was like giggling there....and keep saying "Kakashi!!!" .... "that is sooo Kakashi!!!" ... "minature Kakashi!!!" until I think my brother got sick of it. :p And I don't have a camera else I'd surely take a picture of him. :) And then compare his kakkoi-ness to Thye Shin. Hehehe...confirm he wins.

And now that I'm back....been back since Sunday anyway, I'm feeling very very very tired today. Well, partly because I hardly got any sleep cos I was finishing my assignment and printing them. Then I skipped my first hour of class in order to hand in the assignment on time. And after my Japanese class yesterday, I was so tired and my eyes were like so heavy....but I managed to force them open till 1 am cos I promised to some people that I'll be online to chat. And now today when I woke up, I have a terrible headache (must have been cos of me straining my eyes yesterday and pushign my body to the limit these pass few days) but I've promised Masami a post and hopefully this turns out long enough. Slightly recovered but there is a minor headache going on still. Went to campus for a while earlier to accompany Ee Lin there and also to withdraw some money....damn I'm so broke. Stupid finance have yet to reimburse me my money. >:( And finally after a whole sem is almost over....my faculty is done with the Dean's List and we can start collecting today. Lucky Ah Wei messaged Ee Lin so we just stopped by and grabbed it before heading off home. And now I'm here, burning CDs and surfing the net. Tonight = study study study....hopefully lah. Hehehe...

And now is time for lunch so I'm signing off. :D Sorry to those who puasa....

Tuesday, November 04, 2003

love card
You're the Love Element! Out of everything in this
world, you're the sacred thread that holds
everything together. You're probably a hopeless
but really great romantic. MOST USED PHRASE:
aishiteru (I love you).


Which Element are you?? (results done with clow cards)
brought to you by Quizilla



What can I say? True or not is up to you to decide. :D Though the last part like quite untrue only....hmm... have I said those 3 words before? *puts on thinking cap*....recalling.... memory.... recalling.... brain crash. Results: Uncertain

Wow! It's been long since I last blogged, ne? Well, I've been totally busy actually these past few days so I did not blog. And don't expect me to recall whatever I did and whatever nice things happened the last few days....not now anyways. Too tired to think now also. So I just talk (type) about today (yesterday) lah ye....

Well, today was a fun day so to say. EMiNA opened a booth and sold quite a few T-shirts today as well. Along with a few posters. Shu Yin showed me something and it drove me a little crazy. Hehehe...I want, I want, ne, ne... *pulls baju*

Well, fast forward.... Ee Lin got a teasing of her life today as well and even what Mr. Nazri said during our Public Sector Accounting tutorial was made into a joke for Ee Lin. Ah well, my leg still hurts and I was a laughing stock as well. So basically myself and Ee Lin were being laughed at.

Diana, Huwi Yin and I went to Japanese class and it ended quite early. We also decided to go somewhere to yam cha (cos I needed to release everything before starting my assignments) and since How Zan had a test till 9, we thought we'd wait for him, then go out also. I was planning to yam cha at Cahaya Dinar and get Lai Ching to come along with Alisa and Kok Ee. However, rain made us cancel that plan. Though I still wanna go out so I was thinking somewhere a little further. Perhaps Lim Tian Puan or Juice Joint in Melaka Raya. Since my handphone died in the evening, I had no way to contact How Zan to ask him whether he wanted to join us or not. So, I waited in CLC Concourse (cos it was raining and his venue was exam hall and everyone who is sane will be passing through CLc concourse) since Huwi Yin messaged him and told him that I'm waiting there. However, after 30 minutes or so, I decided to go back home (if I were to make it for the yam cha). Went back, dropped off some things, made calls to Lai Ching, Alisa, Kok Ee and Huwi Yin....and then I was off to fetch them.

Well, what was most fun was at night. When we (Lai Ching, Huwi Yin, Alisa, Diana and I) went to Juice Joint for a drink (we also ate in the end), what we shared there was a memorable one....it's really nice actually. As well as when I saw the expression on their faces when they tried my lemon shake. :D Well, the last 10 minutes were a little off key suddenly though. Semua Lai Ching punya pasal. And Huwi Yin was also betraying me there....at that time...and she seems to be enjoying it so much. :D Hey, I was so helpless there cos it was a 4 on 1 teasing fight. Of course I lost. Well, we left about 12.15 and now I'm back home. Leg still hurts of course and it does not help when you're driving a manual car....lucky for me there was no traffic jam. Else I'd die there and then....rather cut my legs off then. :p

Nothing else to type. No time lah. Busy. Hopefully the next post is not that late.